You have no idea exactly what you've done to my head,  you'll never know how deep it burns inside and will forever fill me with dread.
I lived in a self imposed darkness for so many years,
convinced myself you'd never be capable so couldn't ever bring to life my greatest of fears.
So selfish and cruel looking back now he looks so vicious how didn't I ever see the truth,  his only saving grace is love isn't logical and doesn't make sense but he'll never win again of this I need no proof.

I know that everyone says their love is like no other,  but ive been tested the universe made

I have to write the words so there out of my brain, they never stop flowing I'm so close to been insane.
Nobody will listen nobody cares, all alone so many nightmares.
So many poems all over the place, still can't believe I was treated with such a disgrace.
Every day the images get clearer as I think them all through,
I'll never be able to grasp why I stopped myself seeing the real you.