Steph

Steph Nov 2019

You

It has never been about me with YOU! I am but a mirror image of you, female, La Fem Fatale'! YOU see now that I am but a figment of your imagination, such irritation....Lustful thoughts leading to obsession, manipulation, deviation, and of course, MASS SCALE DESTRUCTION! YOU tore me down, and I let it happen. Unconditional love will go through valley and camp out so YOU will find your way home. I apologize for making it such a big deal, after all, YOU are your own universe. I never got in.....My light only dimmed enough to see that door was closed the whole time. I will remain steadfast in the faith, cause YOU are growing stronger daily and YOU are going to be an even greater force. Elevation leads to success, YOU know it.

Be Yourself

Steph Oct 2019

Why the title though??

Books have titles, relationships have titles, but what really is a title?
A pleasing, agreeable, and honorable attitude of mind.... How many times has this been an excuse for so many when it comes to a strong wombman that knows what she wants? I.e. Title this one, "I AM WOMAN", I agreed to love you unconditionally because I was given the honor to do so.....My attitude determined your displeasing and ungrateful demeanor. Why the title though, is the question I now ask myself........Should have been a little more open to you like the body I presented to you naturally. When you know better, you, my friend, will do so much better. Starting with your words, lose lips will always sink the ships. It is ok that you didn't want the title, I would be afraid of me too...My heart will never leave my sleeve, now watch it bleed onto your title. This book is going to be healed.....

Steph Oct 2019

InnerMe

She spoke with such gumption and authority in her voice.... Could it have been the turmoil she endured over her young life? She remembers a time when she was the most innocent, well behaved, loving child. She has put her childish ways by her side going into adulthood now. She wasn't really the type to ask for much help from those around her, she has always had a knack for superficiality. Strong willed and spirited, determined with seldom bouts of procrastination, her growing has been nothing short of a miracle. Her story is unfolding quite nicely, maybe there is hope for her yet to find that once innocent, loving being she longs to connect with again. There is something about her regal air that never seems to amaze even the most stubborn of those she adheres to...

Steph Oct 2019

Innocence

Taken too soon, I didn't realize how situations would unravel after that monster pleasured himself. Suppressed emotions, trust issues, self-conscious......Wait, you only took a part of me. Thank you actually, for being so dead inside, your evil decision only tainted that part of me. Grown now, comfortable in this beautiful skin I am in even with all my visible flaws. When I say,"Self-Conscious", I mean, just that, completely aware of SELF. It was not my fault that my mama would have rather entertained men than show her daughter how much of ROYALTY she really is. The journey of self discovery is dark cause some of us are the LIGHT in this world. So, my innocence was never mine to begin with, this VICTORY though, that will speak for itself through my body...............

Steph Oct 2019

F.urther O.n H.eavenward

I should have known it would be a head game, shoot, the controller never leaves your hands.......Video games, phones, social media, secret conversations, etc. This as a whole has shattered the inner and outer worlds we occupy. Yet somehow, we still ran right the **** into love, FOH!!!!!! Darkness can be so kind sometimes, with her blanket of mystery, her transcendent beings navigating the way for the chosen. Do you believe in the cosmos type of love, FOH??? It wouldn't matter at this point if the controller was our only source of navigation, you may miss the chance at this inner-g source...FOH, I AM ONE WITH SOURCE!!!!

Steph Oct 2019

MOTHER

Why did you lie?
Could you not have opened that door?
Don't be scared anymore, I found the key.

Your the reason I live.
You are mother. My MOTHER.

Steph Oct 2019

Draw Me

Into you, like a picture that has not developed the ink fully, yet you know your about to see beauty.
Draw me,
Into you, after an autumn rain, cold and warm to the touch. Your so close now.
Draw me,
Naked, unafraid of the chemistry that ignites at the very mention of your name.
Draw me,
Into you, fill your lungs with the purpose of my love, without it, we will lose this picture perfect love story.
Draw Me Into You