You dance around with the words in your mouth
You don’t actually dance
They roll around your tongue
Like melted icecream lingering
You dance around with the words in your mouth
Yet you do not dance
Like a bee sipping the nectar from a new blossom
Words wedding words
Are we waiting for the vows?

To the boy who’s fixated blue

To the north pole
Void of Santas warmth
Cold blue ice
Yearning for elves
Frozen white snow
Aching for magic

To the boy who’s fixated blue

Fairytale dust I sprinkle unto you

Your finger reached out to trace my skin
Places others have never been
People bowed and faded
In reverence to this sacred mass

There, time did not exist
Rules did not make sense
My senses could not resist
A passage way into a trance

Snap out of it
Soul back to body
Body back to the world
People and sounds emerged

As we found ourselves
Sitting in the midst of a crowd
Sipping drinks
Losing ourselves

Gaping souls
And
Plundered holes
Excuse me!
You’re standing in my way

Wounds touched softly –
Caressed

Scars scrutinized slowly -
Undressed

If I am the vast ocean then you are the shore
Cleansing my insides with every tide
Unlocking hidden treasures
Long forgotten
And stories Untold

If I am the maze then you are the quest
To unravel and Unfold

If I am the dancer then you are the music
The ebb and the flow

If I am infinity then you are the universe
The charge and the glow

Wounds worshiped
Scars Adored
Undressed

I have this image
Lingering on my mind

I have this sensation
Wetting my insides

Your hand between my legs
Still, not moving

What was your hand doing there?
Checking for my vital signs?
Did you feel it throbbing?

Then you retract
The images linger on
An ache
A hunger
A buzz

I have this image
Developing in my mind

An ache to be ****** senselessly
An insatiable hunger to be taken from behind
Skirt lifted
Bent over the table
Exposed
******* dropped half way

Quite a sight
Still
Left there
Wanting for more

If I could bury you
Beneath the rubble,
Below the garbage,
Underneath the filth,
Close to the walls of hell

I'd bury you alive

If I could bury you
Turn you into a distant memory,
Into an insignificant written page,
Torn and turned to ashes,
Close to the edge of nothingness

I'd bury you alive

But
I have to deal with you
I still have to deal with you
You still show up uninvited
An entitled guest
In my show of life

I still have to look at you
And smile
I have to muster all my courage
Remind myself that evil comes
Shaped in sheep's clothing

I have to build walls so high
That Jack and the beans stock
Cannot reach
So strong that they survive tsunamis

I still have to smell you
and your rotten nonsense
I still have to hear you
and you ephemeral words

If I could bury you
I'd bury you alive
Alongside my walls and defenses

So that I may no longer
Speak any Evil
Hear any Evil
See any Evil
And well
Smell any Evil