Thoughts are drifting away.
Memories are fading
Heart is healing.
No more self degrading.

Soul feels new again.
Darkness has past.
Sunshine creeping back in
A new life at last.

Don't get me wrong I still care.
But I know I can move on.
Our love we will always share.
But our day is a new dawn.

I will always wish you the best.
Hold you close to my chest.
Know you were my soul mate.
But its now time to deviate.

I will always love you Anna.


A.Emmi 04/01/18

I am a saulker
I saulk the saulks
That the saulkers saulk

I am a wheeper
I wheep the wheeps
That the wheepers wheep

I am a writer
I write the writings
That the writers write

I am a jokester
I joke the jokes
that the jokesters joke

I am a waffle eater
I eat the waffles
that the waffle eaters eat

I am a pickler
I pickle the pickles
that the picklers pickle

I am a friend
I friend the friends
that the friends friend


A.Emmi 03/30/18

All thoughts anew.
A mind reset.
Possibilities endless.
Worries I forget.

Then it rushes back.
Flooding turmoil.
All motivation I lack.
I retreat, I recoil.

Another worrisome day.
Anxiety, unjust fears.
Afraid of all encounters.
A new bucket of tears.

I await night.
When all is calm.
No more people.
No stress no qualm.


A.Emmi 03/30/18

Absolute and just you must feel.
Taking all from me, so you can heal.
Stripping my life away bit by bit.
Doing things the way you see fit.

Please don't ask, for I am doing fine.
I take it slow, one minute at a time.
Emotions run high, I still think of you.
But what is a lonely man to do?

I cant force your hand, only give you space.
How long can we possibly run this race?
You now live life like you're set free.
Blaming all your sadness, troubles on me.

I need you to know that its your fault too.
I need you to know that it wasn't all you.
I would never blame my faults on another.
Yet how you can makes me shudder.


A.Emmi 03/29/18

Tattered and broken a familiar feeling.
Laying, waiting, gazing at the ceiling.
Watery eyes, have I blinked or are they tears?
So many racing thoughts, uncomfortable fears.

What's my next move, where do I go from here?
Shall I let my higher power take the wheel and steer?
Blinded by dull light, I seek nights comfort.
Alone I gander through this star lit desert.

Tangled in razor wire I try to set free.
Yet every move cuts deeper into me.
Blood gushes out in plain sight.
No one notices my constant fight.

Ill put on a show, and say I'm okay.
While everything inside me is in decay.
Maybe I think to much about life.
Everyone's issues, the worlds strife.


A.Emmi 03/28/18

You say you are a friend.
Yet you only think of yourself.
You lie, steal,, and deceive.
A friend? More like a thieve.

You break a trust, one unspoken.
Years of laughter together now broken.
You take what little I had.
If you had only asked instead.

I would have given shoes off my feet.
Now you hide, run, and retreat.
Lashing out into the world.
A broken woman, a little girl.

True friends are not defined by years.
Nor hard times shared with tears.
Or how often you may see them.
Its defined by who you are when with them.


A.Emmi 03/28/18

Inspired by K.Z.

A new found love.
A rebirth of the heart.
Reborn once again.
We shall never part.

Yet years go by.
We drift away.
Two separate roads.
Two shades of gray.

Over seven years.
We tried our best.
Life caught up.
We know the rest.

Now our hearts reset.
An old battery replaced.
Ticking once again.
A past love erased.


A.Emmi 03/27/18