I bent over willingly not knowing
what exactly was going to happen.

I faced the door hoping help
would  come through the ***** keyhole.

Thing is.......
I was always up after eight
and didn't have the power to fight
nor scream.

After this particular incident that happened
one too many times,
regularly.
Everything changed.

I slept early.
I had anger towards men.
I was afraid of speaking up.
And lastly I didn't know what it was.

Because it wasn't skin on skin,
Society would conclude and say it wasn't a scheme .

Because I didn't scream,
Society would conclude and say I enjoyed it.

So what is child molestation?
Skin on skin?
Or not wanting it to happen at all?

I didn't say "No" cause I was afraid,
I didn't say "No" cause saying it to an elder was rude,
I didn't say "No" cause he was the opposite ***
And I didn't say "No" cause I was seven years of age.

Now tell me I wasn't molested.

Written by :Leechle ❤️

Am abnormal to unleash
My Deepest darkest
secrets on a piece of paper?

I'm only trying to protect
my feelings in order
for me to escape.

I'm only trying to unleash
what's known to be harmful
or simply true.

Pardon me
For my method of escape
But this is the only way.

Pardon me
If I'm too much of a metaphoric
being that's trying to be herself.

I turn to escape in the right place ,
in the right time ,
on the right paper to express myself.

Pardon me
From too much of me
trying to escape from the real
world and be me.

Sadly, I won't apologize for being me
in the real world trying to scribble something
on a piece of paper to escape
my majestic or defaulted ways.

Pardon me
But isn't this magical?

Written by: Leechle