I call it Nirvana...
The feeling of wholeness
Feeling Intact, entire and unsharpened.
The feeling a thirteen year old boy gets after making it to a desired team.
Being wrapped up in the mist of Joy and bliss
The feeling a warrior gets after winning a battle
Nirvana is feeling free and composed in your solitude.

I was so Dumb...
you said i was sweet as a plum
you said when i'm with you your senses go numb
You said i was your charm
You compared me to your Mum
Which gave me hope that maybe i was your special one
you'd splutter pleasant words when we were drunk off ***
Clearly i was dumb
I was just your piece of gum
I was for you to chew then throw out like a layer of ****