October has a lot going on, My birthday my mother's passing I also went to jail.
So much more just not enough time.
Colorful leaves and a warm breeze.
Maybe one day I will love October again.
As for now I take the heartache that comes.
Oh October you used to make me smile.
Eight more months to go until you arrive.
I'll see you then with tears in my eyes.

You and Me tend to disagree.When it's good it's good,when it's bad it's bad.
You and Me are a lot alike.I think of something and you say it.
You and Me have three kids together,one boy and two girls.
You and Me love each other
Love you more
Better forever

You turned 16 about three months ago,oh how I wish time would move slow.Tall and Goofy is what you are, you shine so bright you even have a star.Beautiful and confident in every way I never want to see the day.Your growing up so fast, take your time and make it last.One sister and one brother,I am very proud to be your mother, So take on the world that's so big and full.Remember your my daughter and we don't take no bull.
Love,Mom

Your 18 today, my how time flew by so fast.Wishing you were little just didn't last.The doctors said you would never do the things that you do everyday, What did they know? That's what I say.My only son and my first born, not to mention an awesome big brother.Im so happy Good chose me to be your Mother.Happy Birthday Brian Keith Elswick II, your one third of my heart unconditional love for you and your two sisters.Your getting so big along with your heart Just know our bond can never be torn apart.
                                Love,Mom

I would love to have a joint to smoke, the good green that makes you choke.Roll one and get high away from the world to think for a minute.That first hit so good, smooth as silk now I want some cookies and milk. I don't like blunts it's just a waste, you only smoke it for the taste.Lets roll one more before we go we can take our time and smoke it slow.Wacky backy where you at? Twenty a gram I can do that. I love my **** and it loves me, and it grows naturally.This last one is going to put us on our ***, I think that's why they call it grass.Now I'm ****** just rolling home we smoked it all and now it's gone.Got any cake cause now I got the munchies? I don't want no Captain D'S crunchies.****** off our ***** I love it man it's awesome.So smoke some **** and chill like a penguin at the South Pole.Do you think Santa Claus smokes? Maybe a ****, now I'm ****** and ready to sleep, you pass my house Santa leave me some pajamas with feet.**** is good for your soul and your heart, my friend forever we will never part, so tomorrow we will roll and smoke again.

I look at my Hands often, wrinkled and old.What a story to be told.
These hands have held, hugged and fought.So many many bags that were bought.
They fumble sometimes but that's alright because they are mine.Dry and rough but best believe they are tough.
The older they get the better they are. I remember that scar and that one to.
Such memories these hands of mine, that I will always treasure until the end of time.

I can't go on this way.I'm so alone,no one to talk to.I just want a hug and a kiss.
I have cried for three days and my heart is broken.
I can't go on this way,having the feeling that you have no place or that anyone cares.
I can't go on this way, knowing I'll never be loved because the feeling is lonely and to painful to bare.

Three Sisters we are, but sometimes a little far from the bond we should share.Sometimes I feel it's just not fair.
Pam is the oldest, Julie is the middle and Theresa which is me the youngest sister.
We all have had our spits and spats, but my love never faded because of that.
Maybe some anger and hurt along the way but just so you know,
Three Sisters we will always stay.

Your turning 15, where has the time gone?I still remember the day you were born, Cold and snowy as you came into our lives.Eyes wide open with a smile on your face,so small and fragile like an angels grace.Our family is now complete, with a Mom a Dad a sister and brother.I am so proud to be your mother.Happy Birthday Baby girl, now go give this big world a whirl.    
Love,Mom

You were our dog for about five years, you passed today and we all shed sad tears. We got you on Father's Day and you brought joy to our lives.Protected us from harm, that's what you did.You love to run and catch the ball, rolled around in the leaves come fall. We will miss you with all our hearts.We burried you in the back yard, So long Baby girl now it's time to give heaven a whirl.