You made me see the best and worst
every side of you
There is nothing you could do
Except make me fall for you
We lay together for hours on end
No words exchanged
Nothing needed to be said
No moments changed
You break the silence with a silly thought
You have a pull on me that cannot be fought
Watching you run from place to place
Seeing beauty in all things big and small
A brick in a wall
To the stars in space
You grasp to life as not to lose grip
I watch to make sure you don't slip
You give me a reason I need to move
A reason why I need to improve
You are the most complex thing I've ever tried to understand
Yet no matter how hard I tried
I could not keep hold of your hand
I did not move when I knew I could
I did not speak when I knew I should
You made me see the best and worst
every side of me
The kind, the loving, the cursed
I could spend a lifetime trying to recreate moments we will never forget
Moments we will never regret
I will find a way to pull through
While every day
Missing you