When you sent the text I knew that it would be an issue
I knew that I had to choose
When I choose him I knew it would be hard to get the right words
To tell him that I love him
When you sent I love you, I didn't know if I was ready
If I was ready to say it back
When I did I knew that I would never let you go
I knew that our love would be too strong
When you sent the text it was hard to tell if I knew it was the right choice
But the more time I spend with you the more I know I made the right choice
The more time I spent with you the more I loved you
The more text's we send to each other makes me miss you even more.
When I choose you, you made my life complete
You made me type this poem
Made a poem that is full of joy and happiness
Whenever I see your name pop up on my phone
I start to blush
When I told you that you where the romantic one I meant it
You held hands with me when I walked through hell and back
Your willing to take a bullet for me
I said "I love you" because I mean it
When you text me and call me babe
I get butterflies
When you text me I can't help but smile
But when I text you I'm scared that you won't text me back
That you will just read it and leave
This is my text to you
"Don't Leave Me"

How does life work?
You can't build your way up starting in midair
Must you start with a base?
How will you get there?
Must you hit rock bottom?
But why must you do that?
There has to be an explanation
Why must you want to hit rock bottom to grow in life?
Because things can take down that structure
Like boyfriends
Deaths
Depression
What is the point?
Hitting rock bottom would make things feel like there is no more way up
Most people say that it is better but how would they feel when that happens to them
Hypocrite...

I am from the disney life
The happily ever after dream
I am from the Ohana family
Where we are never forgotten or left behind
I am from capturing every moment
When i stick them on a wall of memories
I am from the smells of the new year
Lighting up the entire room
Like a wildfire, warm and bright
I am from save the planet
Where reduce, reuse, and recycle exists
I am from the kitchen
From the jars of love
I am from the joys of contests
From snowmen to races
I am from the blasts of the field
Woodwinds, Brass, and Percussion
I am from the heart of love
From helping the homeless
To helping those who have fallen
I am from a family of noodles
Europe and Asia
I am from the many
From many friends and family
I am from the family of arguments
And struggles
I am from a small town
Where character is everything
I am from the heat of the summer
And the chills of the winter
I am from a place where anything
And everything is possible
I am from the welcome home wags
Like trees dancing in the wind on a stormy day
I am from the heartbreak and the sarows
From the hello’s and goodbye’s
From the healthy and sick
I am from that happily ever after love
from the dumb mistake the people in horror movies make
I am that mistake

I knew I loved you when you walked through that door
I knew I loved you when you first put your arms around me

People say to stay the same,
To never change.
What happens when they try to change me?
Do I do what they say?
Do I stay the same person they first met?
As soon as I walked out that door,
People rushed to me about what to change
I was just fine before you came
I just needed to go away from the pain
The pain that was caused by the guy she "loved"
You gave me a lot,
A roof over my head, clothes on my back,
And I appreciate that,
But that doesn't give you the right to change who I am.
And you need to understand that
I might seem like I might not care
But life is so hard when you always have to cope with depression
You might be the "adult"
But I deserve to have a voice
I deserve to be able to say something without you calling me names
Like a ***** or snotty ***,
Ever since I stepped out of that car
It seemed like you tried to make my life yours
It made it look like you were trying to fix your past with my future
My future has nothing to do with your past
The past is in the past
Can't you accept that!

Why can you JUST choose me?
Why can't you just look at me like I am the only person in the world?
Is it something I did?
When I first met you,
You were the only person there in my world
I was thinking about what we could have become
But you had never seen me in that way
Once I told you that you were the only one in my world
You laughed in my face
What were you thinking once you did that?
Did you think that I was joking?
Well guess what,
I told you the truth!