Sleepless sitting there in the silence,
when we met first, you've never used violence
but there was that one time,
you hurt me with all you have
and after that you act as anything is fine
i'm a prisoner in this darkwave
Why  did you change so much?
Asking myself questions as such

Should give up on you now
that what other people see is just a show
i have to find myself once more
maybe i should stay one weekend alone at the shore
cut all ties to the shadow
could be a Black widow

Sitting around sleepless in the night
Always hoped that you were alright
saw you today after a long time
feels like it would be a crime
because we loved each other
but now you are like my brother
it was so nice to see you again
but im sitting there in this **** train
asking myself if you get a place to sleep tonight
wishing you that there is always a small light
not knowing where you will be
maybe running along a big sea
feeling the fresh air
going together with this flair


I'm not alone with my fear
there are other friends standing at this Peer
waiting for you to come along
listening together to this Old Song
knowing that they also know how it feels
it hurts more than dancing the wohle night in high heels

The silence is Killing me like a knife in my chest
What should i do? What is for me the best ?
Don't know where we stand
feels like only you have everything in your hand
now it's time for me to leave
just to go and don't look back after this eve
I know first i will be sad
that's alright and not bad
because it will come the time
you realise all he did felt like a ******* crime
and you will be annoyed
because you know you were toyed
just give it a try
don't ask me why
you will see
the revenge is on me