I owe everything to everyone in my life.
I owe my life to my parents who gave me chance by giving birth to me.
I owe my life to my teachers who tutor me in school & college.
I owe my life to my siblings who were every time with me when I had no friends.
I owe my life to my friends who were with me in my school and college life.
I owe my life to my colleague's who were with me when I was struggling to build my business.
I owe my life to my girlfriend who never said she loved me.
Im still struggling in my life. Now I'm on my own no ones with me. I don't blame anybody I'm all alone, it was my decision to stand on my own efforts. I still failed. I'm broked, I'm bored. I'm not getting success, thought comes to my  mind to end my life. But one thing stops me from this. I know I don't even my own my life. I have no right to finish my life. Because I already owe my life to everyone in my life. I can't finish it without settling what I owe.
I always remember i owe my life to somebody.

I owe everything to everyone in my life.
I owe my life to my parents who gave me chance by giving birth to me.
I owe my life to my teachers who tutor me in school & college.
I owe my life to my siblings who were every time with me when I had no friends.
I owe my life to my friends who were with me in my school and college life.
I owe my life to my colleague's who were with me when I was struggling to build my business.
I owe my life to my girlfriend who never said she loved me.
Im still struggling in my life. Now I'm on my own no ones with me. I don't blame anybody I'm all alone, it was my decision to stand on my own efforts. I still failed. I'm broked, I'm bored. I'm not getting success, thought comes to my  mind to end my life. But one thing stops me from this. I know I don't even my own my life. I have no right to finish my life. Because I already owe my life to everyone in my life. I can't finish it without settling what I owe.
I always remember i owe my life to somebody.

I asked god for just few things.
I asked god for just few thing's,
Success to my work, Love in life to share life grievances.
I involved these things in my prayers,
I get early in dawn,
With the sun.
Search for daily work contacts.
Get some project's. Work on them day and night, and when done with project. Client disappears, and after one week I'm back to ground zero.
I'm still praying god daily.
Because he gave me one thing to me I was asking it's love.
I'm holding it since 4months and still praying for success to my hard work. Now it's been limit I'm getting impatient. Wanting to settle in life. If Things don't happen fast i will loose my love also. I'm already on my knees. Oh god please help me. Oh god please help me............. Or i will crumble. And end life.

Yes I hold something.
Yes I hold something, which makes me feel everything so deap.
It makes me the one, who people easily make fun off.
Express my feelings without even thinking.
Doesn't care of consequences, what people will think.
Makes me fall for everything in life easily.
Never care of self, makes me slefless.
Over Caring, possessive, Overprotective, dominating, jealous.
But I'm none of this i know who I'm.

What days are these,
Trying to remember thing's,
But don't get trace of anything.
Trying to fell with nostalgia,
Can't afford that luxury.
What day's are these,
Can't even relax with memories,
Goals are yet to be achieved,
So can't afford this luxury to.

I'm fragile, I feel Pain, I hurt, I Open may eyes, I Crave Victory. I couldn't give up. I feel no fear, I fear no men. I Create, I conquer, I Over power.  I have decided, enough is enough. I'm willing to people laugh at me, I'm willing to gut this up, I'm willing to make things happen. I'm taking life on. I'm willing it's possible, I can do this, Yes I would do this. I will make things happen.  It's my Time. I see the sign.   *And You're that sign

Me and my loneliness,
Makes me sad,
Makes me remember about the lost memories,
Makes me lose my control, Makes me idiot,
Makes me maniac,
Makes me desperate,
Makes me full of lust,
Makes me full of anger,
Makes emotions like never before,
Makes me feel the pain in my heart.
And what I do, i just hand over it a pen and paper.
Then starts writing the stories, poems, quotes, the one liners,etc.
I just think the loneliness even some times helps.
Brings something nice out of you.
I started like loneliness.
But I wouldn't be a friend with loneliness.