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May 2019 · 130
GRAY
alona May 2019
MAYBE IT WAS'NT A RAINBOW AFTER ALL
AND THAT I'M TOO INNOCENT TO KNOW AND SEE
I SHOULD HAVE KNOWN
THAT IN EVERY STORY HERE COMES TRAGEDY
BUT DO KNOW THAT YOU GET TO CHOOSE WHAT WILL HAPPEN
THE PROBLEM IS WE DON'T GET TO READ IT'S BEGINING

IT'S LIKE BEING IN A GAME
YOU'RE THE PLAYER AND THERE'S A RULES TO BE FOLLOWED
BUT FOR ME , IT'S LIKE I'M BEING PULLED OUT OF THE BOOK
AND I CAN'T GO BACK EVEN IF I TRY
AND BECAME A STRANGER IN THE END
AN ARTIST WITHOUT A ROLE TO PLAY

MAYBE I'LL JUST STAY HERE

IN THE GRAY I LAY
IN THE GRAY I STAY
Apr 2019 · 328
if this was reality
alona Apr 2019
if this is what reality looks like
i'd rather stay behind
behind the fantasy that is so kind
than to be slap by the truth
of never ending lies
that could tear me apart
May 2018 · 571
sana bukas
alona May 2018
nagsimula ako sa kung paano mo pinakita ang mundo
kung gaano kakulay ito at namangha ako sa kulay mo
pagkat sa mundo ko walang katulad mo
ninais ko manatali sa piling mo
dahil walang sakit at parang akoy nasa tahanan ko
kung saan lalagi **** iingatan ang puso
ngunit heto ibinalik mo ko sa mundong walang tayo
sa mundong ako ang laging talo
nasaktan ako na halos lisanin ko na ang mundo
pagkat akala ko kasalanan ko
at ang lahat ay pagkakamali ko
naramdaman kong di ka mananatili dito
sa mundong ginagalawan ko
humiling ako habang tumutulo ang mga luha ko
maaring bang ikaw na ang tadhana ko
pero iba ng tugon ng lagit sakin
may iba pa lang laman ang puso mo
at ako'y ginamit mo lang ng panandalian
habang wala pa siya
habang meron pa siyang iba
habang wala pa ang salitang kayo sa mundo mo
habang wala pa siya sa piling mo
Nov 2017 · 391
we're gonna be fine
alona Nov 2017
The waves are crashing
birds are crying
no we're not dying
but we're surviving

she's smiling but hurting
she's crying but hiding
oh she's broken  whining
doors are shattering

let us go running
from world unending
from this lining
we're up to finishing

the life we choose to live in
is a fight we're not giving in
so let smile
and we're gonna fine
Nov 2017 · 268
Goodbye Saying Hello
alona Nov 2017
A place for me to remember
i can call my home whenever
where we can say forever
always together

But it seems like the world has its own way
of making you and i away from each other
i can't deny you're pushing me away
and it's killing me harder

the place no longer mine
words are too deep
the feeling i can't keep
wishing our path will always intertwine

it's the goodbye that saying hello
and it's  hello that is saying goodbye
how can i undo this fate world had written
when there's only me now and then

i can see from where i stand
tomorrow will not be yesterday
and i can hear it saying
goodbye is saying hello

— The End —