They want me to fall.
They want to destroy me.
Actually, I can stand on my feet.
Feeling better. Many problems faced, many disappointments,
many feelings I can't describe.
They asked me why, I answered, mea culpa.

I've tried to trust you that's why
I've tired of feeling like trash every time.
Living a life combined with sadness and a sense of depression.
It's now time to stand on my feet
I'm feeling much stronger,
It's my turn now!

I'm so cold,
my desire has been heated up,
I can feel my blood heating
my cold, cold self.

I have a desire,
a desire to change everything,
everything I did it wrong,
everything that I can't fix anymore.

I know I'm no good
I have done a lot.
So much, much
and even more.

My mind has gone and
everything that I loved.
I did a lot, a lot that
I can't fix anymore.

Now I'm getting stronger,
it feels so good now.
Trying to a new start,
in this land.

You hate me for everything I've done.
You're right of course.

I ******* it up
and I don't have a word for that.

I can't have you back
and I'm gonna live with that.

I loved so much.
But I treated you so bad.

It was just an ordinary day.
But I lost my mind.

Jealously it's called.
And the couples breaking up.

Before I was with you.
And I'm alone.

I wish I could go back in time.
To change my mind.

I am sorry my love.
I was just jealous too.

I hoped to had you back.
But you're far.