And as my eyes steal tears away
My face won't show my pain
I'll honour your last wishes
Though it makes me as insane.

And as my eyes steal tears away
Distraught and so bereft
I wonder if you thought of me
And what you really left.

So as my tears just hide away
I'll take my heart back too
To stop me being broken
Is what i now will do.

We're sorry that we couldn't save you,
We're sorry that it had its hold
We tried hard to just rip You from it
But that dream was just how it rolled.

That darkness was 'oh so' relentless
It dragged you right down to the core
And you couldn't see past the demons
That kept pulling you more and more

It blinded your eyes with such heartache
it stole all of your soul's dignity
Pretendng that it was your saviour
When you just wanted to be free

Free from that pain and destruction
But it kept you far and away
Controlled all of your thoughts and emotions
That's why we are here today.

And still whilst the clouds cry
On this beautiful day
I can't see a rainbow
Coming your way.

I've just scanned the landscape
It's confirmed all my fears
Despite so much sunshine
The sky still sheds tears.

I've just found your rainbow
But it's fading fast
A vibrant illusion
From your troubled past.

Those grey skies are calling
Please don't go my friend
Far into that darkness
Where it will all end.............