Today you win old friend
Today you may take your bow
I have no energy left to spend
I am throwing in the towel

Some days I have the strength
Some days I take the lead
And I will go to any length
For you to not succeed

Sometimes I always win
Sometimes I always lose
It's the constant battle I fight within
Which one will I choose

But today you win old friend
I am handing the victory to you
But this is not the end
I will bounce back, I always do

I WIN this time
How does that make you feel?
I RULE this time
The take back is real
I CONTROL this time
It’s my life not yours
I CRITIQUE this time
So let’s explore YOUR flaws
I DOMINATE this time
Do you enjoy feeling small?
I EMBARRASS you this time
How does it feel to be the fool?
I BULLY this time
Isn’t it pure hell?
I DESTROY this time
This will not end well
I RUIN a life this time
Simply because I can
I TORTURE this time
Because it makes me feel like a man

Except I won’t do any of that
Let’s go back to the beginning
The cycle ends here, there is a crack
I’ll just settle for WINNING