Table

Carry,
stand me up,
support me,
through all the battles
Be, my table

I followed my heart
And it led me to you
But at the end of the road
You were cold and blue
You weren't awake
You weren't even you
Instead you were gone
And with wings you flew
You flew to the sky
You were becoming brand new
But my heart nearly sank
From losing you
I didn't realize
How much a person goes through
When losing the only one
That ever loved you

As the pills
Sent those chills
I felt strange
I couldn't change
My body shivering
The pain delivering
Me closer now
I'm dying somehow
Blurry *** vision
Falling into submission
Slipping away again
Commiting a sin
All my rage
A pillbox cage
I can't explain
Yet I complain
How others are
Weak so far
Just let go
All I know
Shelf my hope
I can't cope
Honestly I apologize
My life I despise