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Shyamu Feb 2020
Suffering is very personal
Let me suffer

I suffered
I am suffering
I will suffer

Because suffering is personal
Let me suffer

No one knows
my suffering
I was given suffereing
from the people I believed

I believed people
I got comfort and security from them
which I lost in my family
They proved
they were not worth of it.

I thought my family is there
I feel insecure
whenever I entered into my home
I am in my verge

No one knows how I feel
because suffering is very personal
Let me suffer....
got attracted in the very first time itself...My close to heart dialouge..."Suffering is very personal.Let him suffer"
Shyamu Apr 2020
I gave my heart
you took it...
You pinched it hard to death
and gave it back...
Now,
Tell me...
What can I do with the dead heart?
Shyamu Jun 2020
It was a beautiful butterfly.
It has yet to see the one,
who will not admire its beauty,
but deep in its heart it had a desire.
It was longing to fly
Nobody knew its wish
Alas! Even the butterfly itself
was not aware
it was a painted one
in a frame
hanging on the wall.


Was it the fault of the butterfly? or
Was it the fault of the creator?
Shyamu Jun 2020
The beams of moonlight
roll down a silver carpet
in the sandy bank.
The soft singing gentle
lapping waves glitter
with its milky jewels

Became the moon's messenger
carrying its silver pamphlets
to the silvery shaded tree.
The milk white pamphlet
with silvery words carrying
message to the Sun to rise late

The moon became the silent audience
enjoying the love birds
perched on the silver tree.
Poetry is all about inspiration...Inspired by the Silver by Walter de la Mare...
Shyamu Jan 2020
The person whom you love the most
will hurt you the most
will give you pain the most
will **** you the most
will cheat you the most
will tell lies to you the most
will stab you at heart the most
and will haunt you the most...
Shyamu Jul 2020
The music of the night
concert by the moon
When the cool wind plays the flute
The trees shake their heads cute.

The long green weeds
grown aside the bay
become the violinist
soulfully playing it to the finest.

lost its sleep, the fish in the lake
leaps out to beat the drum for a sake
The lapping water waves the piano
playing the notes instinctively, you know!

the clouds are busy
Who drift restlessly
to organize the show
and see in the flow

Bettles, crickets, firefly in the lawn
Singing their heart out
To let their pain go out
And ready for the dawn.
Shyamu Dec 2018
The present is not a past
and it is not a future
The present is the present
the present is the moment
and the present is now

Thinking about the past
makes us feel worry
Thinking about the future
makes us feel anxious
But thinking about the present
makes us feel happy,happier and the happiest

Learn from the past
but not think about the past
plan for the future
but don't predict or expect for the future

Be in the present
Live in the present
Enjoy the present and
That is the present of GOD
This is an inspiration from the book"The Present"
Shyamu Apr 2020
Thinking
Thinking
and thinking....
Good for nothing
but
THINKING...
Shyamu Jan 2020
She got three gems
which were so precious to her
but they turned out to be stones
but still  she had them in her hands.
She left all those three
when they started to scratch and ***** her hands
Atlast she left them with pain
not in her hands
but in heart...
Shyamu Jan 2020
My eyes stopped to shed tears...
for how much will they shed?

My heart stopped to ache...
for how much will it ache?

My mind stopped to think...
for how much will it over-think?

My lips stopped to smile...
for how much will it act?

My love started to fade..
for how long will it be used?

My heart started to bleed...
for how much will it be stabbed?
Shyamu Dec 2019
One year
my whole life is changed

Didn't expect this would change
Didn't expect this would hurt much
Didn't expect this would give pain
Didn't expect this would show all fake faces
Didn't expect this would make me hate the one I loved
Didn't expect I would hate the people I loved so much
Didn't expect I would be happy without them
Didn't expect people would be like this
Didn't expect the fake love from the one I loved truly
Didn't expect this would change me
Didn't expect this would make strong
Didn't expect this would be like this
Didn't expect this would change

I have undergone so many inner struggles
And one year is over.
Almost a year...so many changes...so many struggles...left all my close ones and my lovable ones...and I am happy
Shyamu May 2020
Learn something
do something
either it is useful
or useless...
doesn't matter...
never allow yourself
to think about
the past...
Shyamu Mar 2020
The ultimate aim of life
is to live
but
ultimately
we are going
to die anyway
atlast.
Shyamu Feb 2020
I AM WITH PAIN
WITH PAIN
PAIN ALONE
Don't want anybody
Shyamu Jan 2020
Morethan their fake love
those memories are paining me....
Shyamu Feb 2020
There are so much to tell
so many problems
Inner struggles
Mental tortures
There are so many complaints about my life
but still I am counting my blessing
Shyamu Feb 2020
Greatest battles are with
closest people...
always....
Shyamu Feb 2020
I enjoyed my own company
for so many days
hereafter
whomsoever it may be
will not give a good comfort
and strength than myself
Shyamu Feb 2020
Self-respect
is that
once you are unwanted
for them
and
you never want them
in your life....
Never want you in my life....
Shyamu Feb 2020
There is nothing
called fake love
If it is fake
that's not LOVE...
Shyamu Feb 2020
If someone told
"I'll not leave you at any cost"
Better to stay away from them
'cause they  are the one
who is going to leave you first
when you need them the most...
Yes.....experienced this...
Shyamu Feb 2020
I feel
lonely
It's very poetic for me
LONELY
I enjoy
being with myself....
Earlier I felt very bad to be lonely and I cried so many times
Shyamu Feb 2020
I don't like anyone
even my LIFE

No one is coming to me
even  my DEATH
Shyamu Feb 2020
Don't know Why am I living?
I hate to live.............
God....Please take me
Shyamu Mar 2020
Questionning the survival
is the highest form
of hatredness towards life...
I will not question
Why am I living?

Expecting death
is the realistic way of living
Have experienced all bitterness
Let me question
Why shouldn't I die?
Shyamu Mar 2020
Nothing hurts
When you started to smile for a pain....
Shyamu Mar 2020
I am greedy
I am too greedy
I am very greedy
I am grabby
My desire is excessive

I didn't ask for wealth
I didn't ask for good health
I didn't ask for a life full of happiness
Instead
I asked for true ...lifelong friend and friendship

How greedy am I?
What an excessive desire?
I am punished for that

I got pain
I got hurt
I got disappoinments
I got bitterness towards life
I got all these in disguise of friends....
Shyamu Mar 2020
It's very easy to leave
but
It's very difficult to hold
It may be anything...
It's very easy to leave
but
It's very difficult to hold
Shyamu Mar 2020
Why should we live?
If we didn't find any answer
atlast
the very question
lingering in our mind
will **** us...
Shyamu Apr 2020
I am being alright
and normal
not because
I've forgotten
I'm able to overcome
or I'm changed
It's because
I'm overwhelmed with my pain
and wanted to conceal it...
Shyamu Mar 2020
Soul is dying inside
Forgetting is the only medicine available
but not
available at hand...
Shyamu Apr 2020
What did I do?
Is beliving wrong ?
Is loving wrong?
still thinking this wrong???
still longing is wrong???
If all these are wrong
still I am living
Is it wrong?????
Shyamu Jan 2020
Cheat her
beat her
stab her
stomp her
slip her
flip her
hate her
Cheat her


What are you going to lose is HER...
HER PRECIOUS LOVE...
Shyamu Mar 2020
It's better to be a fool
than to be a cheater....
Shyamu Jan 2020
I gave true love
fake love is received...
still paining
Shyamu Jan 2020
I am disspirited
I am depressed
I am dejected
I am disheartened
I am heart-broken
I am heavy-hearted
I am unhappy
yet
I am smiling
and living...
Shyamu Feb 2020
Don't know why do I love?
Don't know why am I hurt?
Don't know why am I suffering?
Don't know why am I living?
Don't why do I postpone my death?
Shyamu Jun 2020
A grand hotel,it was
With all around cheerful face
Before the master chef's entry
Entered the grief into the kitchen.
The sensible saucepan was sobbing
Upon seeing that,
her younger brother, the adamant
Frying pan was also feeling heavy.
The three supportive sisters
bowl,teapot and jug
Were shedding tears
looking at their family's despair.
The little ones spoons and forks were wailing aloud,their cousin knife
Who was strong and sharp,
Couldn't control his tears.
There came the friendly neighbours
Apron and the gloves
To wipe their tears
And trying their best to console them.
The head of the family
Old pressure cooker was with them.
Watching its family's lamentation
Continuing for ages.
The whole cooking family
Was crying their heart out
Thinking of their situation
in all these years.
The delicious food made in them,  were only to entertain the taste buds
of rich guys not to satiate
the hunger of poor children.
Shyamu May 2019
What I want?
True love
Life long friendship
Good relationships
Great care
Clear thoughts
Peaceful nights
Cozy sleep

What I get?
Passè love
Fair weather friends
Fake relationships
Anger and ambivalence
Confused thoughts
Disturbed nights
Fitful sleep
Life long I am longing for good friends and friendship...getting disappoinments and hurting only in return....
Shyamu Mar 2020
What do I want?
A true love
A true friendship
A true person
who doesn't cheat me
who doesn't use me
who doesn't make me feel low
who doesn't leave me at cost...
I think I have got
atlast I am cheated...
Shyamu Feb 2020
Who will write poems?
The one who loves art and literature the most.....
They'll express the beauty and happiness

The one who hates life the most....
They'll express their pain and sufferings.....
Shyamu Aug 2019
Why?
Why?
Why?
Why?
Why?
Why?
Why?
................
Nobody can answer my questions.
Wanted to know why all the hell happened in my life....
Shyamu Dec 2019
When Will I forget?
How will I forget?
What will make me forget?

Pain is being fed
by memories

and that's killing me
day by day.
Shyamu Oct 2019
Pain
what we get from others
what we won't expect from others

It'll be paining sometimes
will be cured by medicine
It'll be paining sometimes
It'll be paining and paining
No cure for it.

Pain is not we get
from our enemies
from an unknown person

It's the worst thing we get
from the one we loved the most
from the one we trusted the most

And it's the worst thing
it's the worst feel
it's the Worst Pain
forever.
It's paining still I remember everything and everybody....wish to forget soon....
Shyamu Apr 2020
மறக்கவும் முடியாது
மன்னிக்கவும் முடியாது
உன்னை...
Shyamu Mar 2020
இதுவரை யாரும் தந்திராத இன்பத்தையும் துன்பத்தையும்
நான் எண்ணி எண்ணி ஏங்கும் அளவிற்க்கு தந்தது நீயே...
Shyamu Apr 2020
நான் வாழ்நாள் முழுவதும்
எண்ணி எண்ணி
ஏங்கியது
கிடைக்கவே போவதில்லை என்னும் எண்ணம் தான்
என் ஏக்கத்தை    
வலியாக
மாறச்செய்கிறது....
Shyamu Apr 2020
மறக்கப்போவதில்லை
உன் தவறை...
மறந்துபோகவில்லை
உன் ஞாபகம்....
மரித்துப்போவதில்லை
உன் முகம்...
மறைக்கப்போவதில்லை
என் ஆசைகளை...
மரணிக்கும் தருவாயிலாவது
மனம் விட்டு பேச விரும்புகிறேன்
நான் உன்னிடமும்...
நீ என்னிடமும்....
We talked much...but we hardly had an open heart conversation...I wish to have one...

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