Once there was a girl
her eyes were like a pearl
so innocent she was
so painful her story was

She had a Python as a pet
True love with she met
Her eyes would be always wet
The Python made her life fit

Python and the girl loved each other
Others she didn't even bother
They were always together
All happiness she would gather

Her happiness subsided
when the Python starved
Almost all she did
Her worries started

She cried a lot
The Python made a not
She was caught
The Python's love was naught

Its plan was to eat her
which she was not aware
Losing its love was her nightmare
It's starving to eat and digest her

Her tears taught her a lesson
People gave comfort like a cushion
But to cheat only was their mission
She was relieved from her confusion

People  who are close to you
Are not your real friends
We need to cut their realtionship
Before they mix venom in our life

True love is shown
Fake love is what I got

Selfless love is shown
Pain is what I got

Wish for others' happiness
Tears are what I got

True love is what  I expected
still I got hurtings
hurtings
and hurtings...

I was cheated
I was used
I was befooled
I was broken.

Justice
is doing right thing

Freedom
is doing things which you like

Happiness
is liking things which you do

Sadness
is thinking about things
which you want to forget

And depression
is still thinking about the same
still finding the answers
still struggling to believe
still dying inside
and living outward.

When you are worrying about
something
That'll remind you
about some other thing happened
your past...
your madness...
your tears...
your sufferings...

Meet people
around the world
Interact with them
Be with them
Learn from them
Entertain yourself
Read books
get yourself invovled
in your favourite characters
Next few days
stay home
stay safe...

I feel
lonely
It's very poetic for me
LONELY
I enjoy
being with myself....

Stay away from
one who cheats you
one who tells you lies
one who uses you
one who disrespects you
one who critizes you
one who talks low about you
one who backstabs you
Most importantly
one who shows fake love to you

Not aggressive unless provoked
(I am always provoked)

Loves to be loved
(always getting fake love)

Easily hurt but takes
long time to recover
(and I am still recovering...)

Want to master
the art of
turning
the serious senario
into fun
turning
the problem
into a joke
then
no problem....

Pain
The moment
When you realise
You had been slave
to someone  who just showed
fake love.

Identity
The moment
When you lose
your lovable ones and
just find yourself how strong
You are...

Don't know what I want
'cause I don't want anything

Don't know what to do
'cause I am not doing anything

Don't know whether I am happy
'cause I am not happy

Don't know how to live
'cause I am just exist....

It's important to make friends
Not to chitchat
Not to gossip
Not to have fun
It's something more than that.

It's important to make friends
to spend quality time
to share our happiness
to tell our worries
It's something more than that.

Make friends
who can cry with
who can laugh with
who can share all with you
It's real friendship.

**** yourself
If you are not able to **** the memories.....

Suffering is very personal
Let me suffer

I suffered
I am suffering
I will suffer

Because suffering is personal
Let me suffer

No one knows
my suffering
I was given suffereing
from the people I believed

I believed people
I got comfort and security from them
which I lost in my family
They proved
they were not worth of it.

I thought my family is there
I feel insecure
whenever I entered into my home
I am in my verge

No one knows how I feel
because suffering is very personal
Let me suffer....

After living
25 years
in the earth
I understood
People like only good looks
not good thoughts....

Who will write poems?
The one who loves art and literature the most.....
They'll express the beauty and happiness

The one who hates life the most....
They'll express their pain and sufferings.....

I don't like anyone
even my LIFE

No one is coming to me
even  my DEATH

What do I want?
A true love
A true friendship
A true person
who doesn't cheat me
who doesn't use me
who doesn't make me feel low
who doesn't leave me at cost...
I think I have got
atlast I am cheated...

There is nothing
called fake love
If it is fake
that's not LOVE...

I
Killed
Myself


I
Killed
Myself
In
Such
A
Young
Age

I
Killed
M­yself
In
Such
A
Young
Age
By
Loving
Someone


I
Killed
Myself
In
­Such
A
Young
Age
By
Loving
Someone
More
Than
Myself.

Why?
Why?
Why?
Why?
Why?
Why?
Why?
................
Nobody can answer my questions.

If someone told
"I'll not leave you at any cost"
Better to stay away from them
'cause they  are the one
who is going to leave you first
when you need them the most...

There are so much to tell
so many problems
Inner struggles
Mental tortures
There are so many complaints about my life
but still I am counting my blessing

All left me
I left all
but not
my belief
charm and
attitude...
Mine is mine always....

What did I do?
Is beliving wrong ?
Is loving wrong?
still thinking this wrong???
still longing is wrong???
If all these are wrong
still I am living
Is it wrong?????

When Will I forget?
How will I forget?
What will make me forget?

Pain is being fed
by memories

and that's killing me
day by day.

It's very easy to leave
but
It's very difficult to hold
It may be anything...
It's very easy to leave
but
It's very difficult to hold

Don't know Why am I living?
I hate to live.............

Self-respect
is that
once you are unwanted
for them
and
you never want them
in your life....

Still
My mind talks to you
Still
My heart looks at you
Still
My imagination keeps you alive
But
My deep in my soul
I knew
You showed fake love
You cheated me
You made me cry
You are no more in my life...

I lost my happiness and sleep
by loving my friends
more than my family

Now I am repenting for that
no one to rescue me
Memories are haunting....

Why should we live?
If we didn't find any answer
atlast
the very question
lingering in our mind
will **** us...

I gave true love
fake love is received...

Soul is dying inside
Forgetting is the only medicine available
but not
available at hand...

இதுவரை யாரும் தந்திராத இன்பத்தையும் துன்பத்தையும்
நான் எண்ணி எண்ணி ஏங்கும் அளவிற்க்கு தந்தது நீயே...

I am disspirited
I am depressed
I am dejected
I am disheartened
I am heart-broken
I am heavy-hearted
I am unhappy
yet
I am smiling
and living...

I enjoyed my own company
for so many days
hereafter
whomsoever it may be
will not give a good comfort
and strength than myself

Don't know why do I love?
Don't know why am I hurt?
Don't know why am I suffering?
Don't know why am I living?
Don't why do I postpone my death?

Hello
Hello
(She recognised the voice)

Hello
Hello...Who is that?
I am so and so
(She is on cloud nine)
Happy Birthday
(She scolded herself that she had to ring up and wish not when he was calling)

I wanted to tell you something
(She knew what he was going to tell)
Yes, tell me
(She was longing....to hear that)

Her heat beat had gone up
Thinking about the next moment
Both the sides dead silence

And She woke up ftom her dream
still her heart was beating
And still it is beating
And still she is longing.......

I've felt
happiness as well as sadness

I've undergone
honour as well as shame

I've experienced
peace as well as confusion

I've lived with
truth as well as fake

Yet
I didn't expect
I would hate the people
whom I loved so much...

My eyes stopped to shed tears...
for how much will they shed?

My heart stopped to ache...
for how much will it ache?

My mind stopped to think...
for how much will it over-think?

My lips stopped to smile...
for how much will it act?

My love started to fade..
for how long will it be used?

My heart started to bleed...
for how much will it be stabbed?

Cheat her
beat her
stab her
stomp her
slip her
flip her
hate her
Cheat her


What are you going to lose is HER...
HER PRECIOUS LOVE...

I AM WITH PAIN
WITH PAIN
PAIN ALONE

She got three gems
which were so precious to her
but they turned out to be stones
but still  she had them in her hands.
She left all those three
when they started to scratch and ***** her hands
Atlast she left them with pain
not in her hands
but in heart...

The person whom you love the most
will hurt you the most
will give you pain the most
will **** you the most
will cheat you the most
will tell lies to you the most
will stab you at heart the most
and will haunt you the most...