**** yourself
If you are not able to **** the memories.....

I enjoyed my own company
for so many days
hereafter
whomsoever it may be
will not give a good comfort
and strength than myself

I AM WITH PAIN
WITH PAIN
PAIN ALONE

Don't know why do I love?
Don't know why am I hurt?
Don't know why am I suffering?
Don't know why am I living?
Don't why do I postpone my death?

Suffering is very personal
Let me suffer

I suffered
I am suffering
I will suffer

Because suffering is personal
Let me suffer

No one knows
my suffering
I was given suffereing
from the people I believed

I believed people
I got comfort and security from them
which I lost in my family
They proved
they were not worth of it.

I thought my family is there
I feel insecure
whenever I entered into my home
I am in my verge

No one knows how I feel
because suffering is very personal
Let me suffer....

I am disspirited
I am depressed
I am dejected
I am disheartened
I am heart-broken
I am heavy-hearted
I am unhappy
yet
I am smiling
and living...

I've felt
happiness as well as sadness

I've undergone
honour as well as shame

I've experienced
peace as well as confusion

I've lived with
truth as well as fake

Yet
I didn't expect
I would hate the people
whom I loved so much...