I’ve been doing so well without you
I can’t believe I still cant numb the pain
Your hair leaves remnants on my bed
I hear your screams in my head
And the pain you’ve left me with
Still vibrates thru my chest
I hate how much I love you
Scarier versions of ourselves
The monsters we cultivated
How can so much pain bear so much love?
It’s that passion that led to this insanity
I’m still here yelling in your face
And you still can’t hear me.

You ever peek your head around the top
See yourself from the outside
Is it possible to think too loud?
Your monotonous actions go unchanged
A inner whisper speaks of another life
One where  the keyboard clicks and telephone rings do not exist,
An alternative universe where your dreams Lay before you
You slide your hand over visions and transport them to your being
Here sounds only express beautiful imagery which bring tears to your eyes
Pain is a distant memory
One nearly forgotten
Here you do not walk
You levitate to what truly belongs to you