Dear depression!
Thank you

For making me realize
I am not strong
as I used to think.

For telling me, it's time...
to stop suffering,
not to tolerate.

For reminding me
I look beautiful
when I smile

For making me ponder
and have faith in myself
and be independent

you are the one..
helped me discover
my identity...
A new me!

I know......
Everything has changed
There is hesitation and
Awkwardness....

Nothing is the same as before.
A nervous silence
of reluctance and avoidance

There is always something
Beyond the words...
Warm and nurturing
The connection....nonverbal

Which can not be explained
One can only feel
Do we still have it?

I'm longing for my dear friend
I'm afraid I've lost...
Will I get him back?

The time...shared together
The fun we had
Can we get it back
I wonder....

The love and affection
The connection we had
Has it ended
I wonder....

Just one mistake
A confused act
Have I lost...
I wonder....

An empty mind
Thinks and thinks
Will it ever be forgiven
I wonder....

It woos you ... gets closer
and cuddles
It is attractive...

Makes you calm ...ends stress
and the tale of woe discontinues
It is soothing...

It is eternal... remains forever
the only certain thing in your life
Death...
It is natural...

Why can't it be simpler?
Why can't I be calm...without getting hurt?
There is ultimate pain:
feeling of sorrow, contempt and disdain!

Why can't I go my way?
Where clouds are less grey;
and angels pray...
for my secure stay!

For me... it's a hard route
but I accept to go through
I hope...I will get a place
where I will rest...
Somewhere... someday!

Anticipating the meeting...again
Looking for the Sun to shine

Longing to feel the tingles...again
Seeking the butterflies in the stomach

Imagining the passion...again
Needing to be needed.

It woos you ... gets closer
and cuddles
It is attractive...

Makes you calm ...ends stress
and the tale of woe discontinues
It is soothing...

It is eternal... remains forever
the only certain thing in your life
Death...
It is natural...

I've now surrendered...
to the destiny
Trying hard
to cope up

I've now surrendered...
to the situation
Keeping away the 'self'
that is the best for others

I've now surrendered...
to the life
which once I had chosen
and now I'm not free to quit

I've now surrendered......

I've now surrendered...
to the destiny
trying hard
to cope up

I've now surrendered...
to the situation
keeping away the 'self'
which is best for others

I've now surrendered...
to the life
which once I had chosen
and now I'm not free to quit

I've now surrendered.....

Words keep failing me,
what more can I say?
I keep getting confused,
how else can I express my heart?
How can I manage to show?
That you are cherished forever....

I’m going to follow my heart
I’m eager to slid into your embrace.
Your warm lips are welcome that seek mine.

I’m not going to name the relation
I’m not going to call it love
Though it is a strong feeling of affection.

I’m not going to expect anything...
just want to feel the feeling.
Warm and tender....