No, stop don't do it
"why?"
You're gonna mess up
You're gonna fail
What makes you think you are good enough
what makes you think you are worth it?
"oh, I guess I don't know"
of course you don't know because what do you know
"why are you being like this, who are you?"
I'm just telling the truth
Im just being realistic here
all you do is mess up,
all you do is annoy,
and how do I know all of this?
because my dear I am you.

-My mind, my thoughts, every single day.

When I first saw you
the riptide of your eyes pulled me in
so beautiful, so innocent, so comforting
So I thought it was safe to go in a little deeper

but the deeper I went, the more the salt water burned
It burned my eyes with beauty
it burned my ears with lies
accusations, ignored calls, hateful words

but no matter how much it burned
I just couldn't stop myself from going further
deeper and deeper into the blue

How far can you go into the ocean before it starts to consume you.
How far can you go into the ocean, before you drown.

humanity is scary;
one human can end another's life, in a matter of seconds

"how?"

one human can say one thing, and mean the exact opposite.

"but, how can a lie end someones life?"

easily; all one has to do is say "I love you,
I love you, I will not leave you, I will make you happy, I love you"

and then leave.

I think the hardest part about life is this;

Nothing is ever guaranteed.
Nothing is forever.
You can do your absolute best,
You can try your absolute hardest
You can give all of yourself away,

and still not be good enough.
and still fail.

"yea, but thats life?"

indeed.

Do you understand now why I told you I hate living?

They may not be the person you want to be, but they are the person that you relate most too.