I am at work sitting here thinking about you,
The way you smell,
the way you look,
the way you taste,
I am thinking all the good times we had and the great time we are having,
I know we are not perfect but baby we are almost there,
I look at you and see my future,
I feel so lucky that we found eachother,
After all these years,
Fighting crying yelling screaming the jealousy the rage the rejection the laughter the smiles,
Here we are baby we are making it last,
Not only one but two of us will make it through,
And by the grace of God we are still standing tall through poverty and pain, people trying to tear us apart to people cursing us and our house,
Love is all we need,
I am glad I said yes and I do because you are my love my best friend my one and only,
And only we can make it work because a lot of people can say this or that about our relationship but it is only us that is going through it,
I would not change you for the world all we can do is change and grow together  forever you and me baby together forever,
Because you know what I am in it for the long haul,
We can and will make it work,
I love you till I take my last breath.

I see you at the corner of my eye,
You are staring at me,
You come close to me but no touching,
I can feel your breath on my neck,
And it signals to my sweet spot,
I close my eyes,
I want you to touch me,

You look at me with those eyes,
Telling me someone might take me away,
From my wife,
I can't help but feel you close so close,
But not touching,
I say I have to go,

I go into the bathroom and my eyes roll back,
I start rubbing and touching where I want you to be,
Loving you wanting you,
I video myself ******* and screaming,
I walk up to you after and say I want you to see,
We go to the corner I show you,

I see what I have done to you as you begin to get hard,
I said not here come to my car,
We walk briskly,
Almost running,
We get to the car and I open it,
You say I want to see I said ok,
I lay back I pop the middle consol,
Where I keep my goodies for hard times,
I tell you pull it out,
You do,
Now play with it,
You do,

I get my toy start playing to,
Finally taking the edge off feeling like I am going to explode,
I start ******* as you watch me,
Begging to touch me I said no not yet,
I get my toy and rub the tip,
You start ******* on contact,
Good boy,

Next time I might let you touch me,
**** me **** me just maybe,
You have to bewaiting on us,
Plus responsibilities,
But this is mine and yours,
A mutual attraction,
Deep urging sexua