My smile means everything
I smile through my laughter
Smile through all my pain
People don’t see it they don’t notice

My smile shows my courage to all
As anguish and joy set to grow
Like other people have the same
My smile shows no shame

I smile even in sadness and loneliness
Great is the art of happiness and brokenness
It’s ironic when we find life in such ways
And we learn what we want in hard ways

Do you know what's like to see a rainbow?
It's like seeing your smile after the rain
Filled my heart with joy because of you
Because of you my heart is giving in

She's beautiful young woman who walks around
As she walks around her beauty exudes that makes people glance
The slimness of her body makes me so move
Her eyes are intimidating yet the sweetest eyes you've ever seen

Her name is....

Perfectly, your words inspire me
You make me nervous in a good way
I know you're not looking for anything
But I'm perfectly lonely waiting for you

I'm perfectly lonely because my heart belongs to you
I'm perfectly lonely here waiting to keep you
Perfectly lonely because there's no one else
Just you.

Perfect is the sunshine when I see you
I have nothing to do with it, it's perfect
I just can't keep it silent, I want to shout
I'm perfectly lonely here waiting for you

I'm perfectly lonely because all I want is you
Perfectly lonely because our time isn't ready
I'm perfectly lonely now
And I'm perfectly in love with you

He's the man who has a good heart
But no one understands the man's heart
People misjudge and misunderstood the man
Still standing while people looking down on him

His explanation can never be a necessity
Because of people who wouldn't understand
His pain is real and hiding it in his core
Figuring out what solutions can ever make

No one asks about the pain
No one ever asks about the real story
The man is broken inside but whole outside
People believe what they see and hear
Have they ever asked what's real?

The man has a good heart
But few believe in him
He is a quite fighter
But no one sees it



Vicson Villadares
Sept. 6, 2015

I'm here laying down next to you
Talking about life and what's gonna happen next?
You held your hand in mine and reached for it
Thought like we were lover in short period of time

Watching this beautiful night sky while stars are watching us
Telling us what it's like to be alive?

You lie down as your hand touched my hair
Thinking about the best and worst memories we had
And we seemed like we were in the very same page of our memories
Shared laughter, burdens and cries

It's so good to feel this way
I feel so loved by the touch of your hand
Wishing this would never come to an end
I wish it's gonna be you.

-Letter to Cassadee
-April 15,15
-dedicated this to a friend from white robin

I'm living in a faulty world where no one could ever deny
A damaged heart that no one could ever fix
Broken promises made by people we love and we used to love
Puzzles of life and mystery we always try to figure
Expressed love that we try to get for its return

All these we've groaned for grief
Shall all come to pass
All wounds that came from companions
May be trusted
That's part of being alive
You feel everything

In every man's heart there's a longing for a battle
It may be a cause, a dream, a rescue to save, a place, a mission
or a companionship. All these battles we long are seem so close
yet so far. Fantasies we try to realize seem so real yet deceiving.
The dreams that we've been dreaming all our life make us exist.

However, the most part we really desire is a place that we'd feel secured,loved, and cared for. It is the same as finding your companionship or a partner.
Men are also longing to have someone on their side forever
And that makes them dream, aim, and desire.(Men would really relate to this)
Her beauty is like a paradise. A place like we've never been before. An ecstasy
that brings out our strength as a man. Every man longs for this.