i was just a little girl
that of 5

My world and all i knew
was you, mommy, *****.

you told me you would show me what love was
you touched me in all the wrong places

you left me bruised
we had to tell on you.

you went away for a long time
haven't seen you since

mommy said your paying for what you did
taking away my innocence

i look back at the childhood i lost
a fate i could't escape

but who i am today, i am unbroken
on you i don't cast my hate

nor my love

Beautifully, scattered, broken dreams
merely brought on by curiosity

in the ruins, and broken faith
lies a reality we can't escape

for the world is dark, hopeless, and shallow
and in the memories of deceased, we wallow.

"you have the right to remain silent"
"freedom of speech mr.officer"

a couple dancing under the stars
chemistry unavoidable.

The stars hold them in place
the universe is guided by their love.

forever unavoidable.

i am nothing without you
i am nothing without
i am nothing
i am
i

fear of going under
fear of giving in
fear of losing myself
fear of loss over win

fear of falling in love
fear of letting you in
fear of giving my all to you
fear of loving him

lying awake
comfy in bed
shards of memories
cram your head
wanting sleep
you lay
you think
staring into nothingness
you try
you think
insomnia it is
stealing your sleep