I want to tell you all these things,
all these things inside that hold me down.
The sinking stones, the thoughts that
I can't even begin to understand.
But I feel it when I'm with you,
the feeling you get when the sun rises
and the moon is full.
I feel it when I'm with you,
the only thing that is consistent.
It's not like the changing moon,
the seasons, or time on the clock,
I love you, now, and through every change
that will occur.

The darkness of the night
and the chill of the lake
make me feel nostalgic
of a time when you
were here.
The crashing of the waves
and the scream of the wind
are suddenly all I hear
until you stand before me.
This must be a dream,
it can't be for real.
Because this isn't really you,
this is just your ghost.
And all I know is that
you'd be proud, joyful
if only you were truly here.
I'd show you all you've missed,
the years of my life that have passed.
The waves start to slow,
and sooner than later you'll have to go.

something just doesn't feel right.
it's in the way that the wind blows,
it's in the way that I don't want to put up a fight.
something just doesn't feel right.
it's in the way that air makes me choke,
it's in the way that I'm scared of the night.

something just doesn't feel right.

The music begins to play,
it takes me back to that summer night.
I close my eyes,
the humidity surrounds me,
the crickets chirp.
I take two steps forward,
and Im thrown back four.
I hear you near me,
I can hear you breathe.
The music starts to slow,
as the street lights flicker
I feel you disappear.

the wind,
it wisps around me,
it lifts me up to the heavens,
past the clouds,
and brings me to you.

the leaves,
they fall to the ground,
and they whisper to me.
they speak of the past,
lost memories,
and forgotten love.

the lake,
the waves are crashing,
they roar and they scream.
i don't know where i am now.
this feeling is so unreal.

all i see is blue,
when all i want is you.