I feel as though I am drowning Sinking into an abyss But am I truly fading Or is the void coming for me To swallow me whole And to bring me to my dreams
Escort me to wonderland Mr Reaper Let me fall into the rabbit hole To obtain my fantasies
When you relapse You feel nothing but shame Shame makes you want to hurt yourself And nobody even knows when you feel this shame You want someone to take you into their arms and hug you You want to pour out all your feelings of hatred and disgust for yourself But the thoughts in your mind mean absolutely nothing to them And they won't hug you and listen to your words You're just dealing with an addiction Alone and full of self hate And nobody knows But you