tyjhtysj

tyjhtysj Jul 2015

Zone out

seating in a train at the west side facing sit
taking out her mobile
checking different types of ring
with different kinds of wedding gown
she zone out for min thinking
if today is that day she find happiness
if to day is the day that will led her to that day
that will get her called mommy or be wiffy
she is telling her self that she is tired of getting called miss
she is ready for the honor the honor of Mrs
except the one is late
to deliver his heart message
with that round ring diamond on the top.

tyjhtysj Jul 2015

i don't give a ****

era generation
For your Owen preparation
i got message for you nation
We are not the generation
You think we are
For your own information
I am explain to you so stop the investigation or the thing you call survey youth
Stop blaming us for your destroyed imagination
That got destroyed by your application
These time is the time you sit your *** down listen
And Stop talking of how your generation was better than these generation
Let me start by saying we are
The result of the combination of your fuckt up generation
So forgive us if we did not respect the invention
Forgive us if we did not do first the presentation
**** your forgiveness
Clear the board
I am educate you all
Since you call it  education
All the war decisions
That cause the separations
Between son and mother father daughter wife husband
All the colonisations
Over taking sociocultural evolution
Cultural lost identities
Change history even the cover of the book
All cooperation and organization standing
To remind us the limitation
Depending of our identification
That led to these civilization
Answerless, ignorant,
Observe but no comment
Why and answer most called out vocabularies
i don't know has been their most replied
But they forgot they define our mind galaxy
And you can’t colonies galaxies
All the corrupt systems
In the name of salvation
All the company build for production of destruction
Industries of Capitalism
Creating the classes of
We rule you
We fool you
We shoot at you
We eat for you
And you work and i think it said we feed you too
All your fuckt up ways of your legislation,
How one get up and one thrown down
And we both know which one is who is asking  why
Which one is doing his work and sleeping in the house don’t even know what is the house made of.
How to blind to the one who see
Make the blind believe he can see twisted ****
All the discrimination
That's keeping us no elevation zoon foundation
And it funny how
Every time they say there a solution
At same time there mission
For different condition
Empowering deferent situation
Violation the untold and modern view of justice
Justice of the peace no promise you fool us
Now we are in darkness why do you look nervous
**** the immigration and their regulation
So my advice is
Don’t **** with our reputation
Because our equation is
e.r generation
Extend and release
We gonna extended and release our creations
And release with new operation
Of liberation
So stop ******* blaming us
For our ways of adapting to observe
From The system that you create to block our observation

tyjhtysj Jul 2015

Untitled

Walk in the rain, so far not feeling a thing
Walking in to the train ******* is looking at me like
They probably think I ‘am menace terror
Chin music dialogue ******* with my ear
Heart to heart it shop talk wind yack
Do the best to cover the track
Block every revolutionary attack by pack
Military junta acting like shorter soda
Next thing you know
The game is finish
They winning the slap jack
Knock knock it hard to drag the sack
Lock the door lets show our rank
qliq qlak boom proof that they are not paper back
Meanwhile what matter to her/him is who killed?
The mind is working shift press the number not needed
Process it that’s your seed indeed they graduated
But the speed is in ****
They already know, way to proceed, just stop your need and start inhale from that roll of green
Disagree with why and agree with because
Because since you already surrounding by a pain all you can do is at least make it slow for your soul
a big hole pulling your goal
At the same time there is patrol letting your reach your goal
Caps lock, you are under control
Angel’s park is very dark even the clock is going fast
People stop passing
No one remember the past
The cast are the people supposed to finish the work of the last
Plants demand stand but everybody is looking their luck
Suddenly u give up all you do is watch your back and you don’t know why
But none of them would say these is my pack and lets attack.
Feeling is nothing, love suddenly it a word without meaning
Believers are ill mentally, humanism a lost definition,
Every muthfucker claims to know freedom or the definition of it
Will I got bad news for you there is no such thing called freedom
Thanks you.

tyjhtysj Apr 2015

Do care deep but at same time she do bury deep

I have a story to tell
about these  girl,
how her life choices
have been taken by the people,
yet they say it's her free will

They took away her will
So she could not be somebody's leader
They took away her will
So she could not be somebody's healer
They took away her will
So she could not choose her Owen lover

I can’t believe I am living in a time line
Were People giggle in dying time
I can’t believe I am living in a time line
where your Owen family ruin your lifeline
Not saying I don’t acknowledge
What they do best in your lifetime
Just saying
We human beings that only
One thing promised us
With no plus nor discuss
You see they told her
she is their gift from GOD
but they did not tell her
she is that gift
with free-will tag
Her soul is torn
By the memories
Of those time she could not erase
Her mind is lost in these new world
That keep telling her life is just these
She wondering aimlessly
Like an abandoned child searching for comfort
Her body weak and sickened
By a bunch work she can’t handle

I can’t get it through my head
why a young pretty girl,
with a lot to live
is given away for marriage
to an old guy
with few hours to live
cant make sense
They told her their happiness is her happiness
They told her the older the bridegroom is the best chance of her cherry tree bloom
They told her the fact he is good to them he will be good to her
They told her marring  him finding herself is better than finding herself by her self
But since she was born in mirror society, that reflect only what it seen
She decide to reflect
But deep down she knew marring him was mistake
She just did not knew that 16 year old can bring change by speaking it loud
So she just kept it in the cloud.
.

So I wonder
what her mom would say if she heard that these written words I am reading is about the daughter
who couldn’t speak about her pain.

So I wonder
what her dad would say if he knew that these written words I am reading is about the daughter he betrayed.

6 months gaps
5 years
4 kids
Too bad she can’t give him love the same as  his seeds
Drinking alcohol are his hobbies
Gambling places where he want to be
And now his having money problems
And now he blaming her for the finical problems
It funny how it was his idea
To marry under-graduated one
I think that was his plan
you can say it her fault, when you are the cause one
you can't expect her to be a lawyer
when you following fuckt up nature
he already forgot
that he married her when she was just a teen
When she supposed to finish high school at eight teen
Go to university nine teen
Go thru the different fashion and complete her passion
And say stop these is my life notion
And know you blaming
He yelling and screaming at her face
Calling her all these  names
with 90 percent of his blood alcohol
He grape her with the hair to wall
Telling her his fuckt up life is her fault
He abusing, he abusing
He push his fist by force to her face
She move left hoping him to miss
He did miss
It also make her situation worse
He grape her by her neck and slap until she fall
She keep bagging him to stop to stop it all
He keep kicking her when she is in the floor
Keep hitting until the recovery of his soulless soul is no more
She can’t take it anymore
She stand up on her feet
Run to kitchen
Throw her hand grab the closest weapon
She can see
throw it straight to the front that was chasing her in her back Shadow
Straight to his head
Finally he start showing his true face
Changing to a red devil wait wait!!
That’s blood coming down to his face
She move to the left
He move to the left
And she run to the right
And he fall to the right
His head would not  stop bleeding
His soulless soul would not stop telling him to chase her
But he was powerless laying on the floor
After few min
He stop breathing
Even the kindest oxygen said
It time it time u stop using me
It is time for you to go
She Do care deep but at same time she do bury deep

So I wonder
what her mom would say if she heard that these written words I am writing is about the daughter
who couldn’t speak about her pain.

So I wonder
what her dad would say if he knew that these written words I am writing is about the daughter he betrayed.

tyjhtysj Feb 2015

i got story to tell

I got a story to tell
About these little girl
That her life choice been taken by the people that call her their well

They take away her well
That she could be somebody leader
They take away her well
That she could be somebody healer
They take away her well
That can make her say am here ya
The take away her well
That can make choose her Owen lover

I can’t believe I living in a time line
Were human giggle in you dying time
I can’t believe
These is happening to her by the people that she called mother, father for fifteen year

So I wonder
What would her dad would say if he heard the song I am singing is about the daughter he betrayed?
So I wonder
What would her mom would say if she heard the song am singing is about the daughter
She could’t tell her pain?

They told her
She is the gift from GOD
But they did not told she is that gift freewill tag

I can’t get it throw my head
Why a pretty little girl, got a lot to live
Gotta give her to marry
To an old guy who what he have inside his head
worth less than the money he save

So I wonder
What would her dad would say if he heard the song I am singing is about the daughter he betrayed?
So I wonder
What would her mom would say if she heard the song am singing is about the daughter
She could’t tell her pain?

i was thinking if these can be song ......... give negative and positive feedback specially negative ..........ah

tyjhtysj Jan 2015

her

Don’t blame her for her reaction
Because for her it is her mission
It the mission that she have to go thru the different fashion and drug addiction to say stop these way is my life nation
Don’t tell her that she is doing wrong
Coz she don’t need someone to tell her right and wrong
Since you can’t ask a mirror who is in the mirror when you standing in front of the mirror
You can’t tell her to be in the right lane when her father wish at her birth to be these female who became a few male
But leaving her at eight years old showing the wrong of few male which for her was all male.
You can’t tell her the right and wrong
when her mother decide to take her anger of separation with her husband on his daughter.
The fact she can bear accept that he left her not because of their daughter.
Was funny when the mother is the one that welcomed and loved him until he said I change my mind.
(Let go back to the daughter) A Meeting to discuss for her prospective changes.
Ignoring the affective stations.
When all she doing is reflecting their true colours.
So they decide to accept her as ruined behaver then gifted mirror.
And they told her that everything bad is  fault I think they also told her that her name is bad too but anyway it was at these moment that she hit her first mission and that was that I my and me are her mirror.
But it was late hit,, since they give her birth their excuse it is their right to turn her life bearing.
So they told her their happiness is her happiness they promised marring him is better finding herself by her self
But since she was born mirror she decide to reflect
But deep down she knew it was mistake
She just was too late to say it out loud because she was under age
But for next female I am using these to tell her time is change.

tyjhtysj Jan 2015

listening

I am listening to the emotions build by your words that are making your sentences leaving your mouth to reach to my ears in a speed of sound 331.29 meter per seconds: I’m listening I am listening to separate that beautiful cover from that ugly heart from that muted silence the loud scream of help from that unattractive image the noble heart from that smiley face you using to hide the tears that dropping like unstoppable blood, (we all know what happened when your blood finish) I am listening because the fact of describing you feeling throw written words could be like meditating, therapy, you name it or Art ; to you, but to me listening to you can give me a lesson or give you a mission of risen, ( because eventually I will say something back or someone) I’m listening to take away that anger creating you grief struggle of fear without relief, the trouble within your body that is making you say I hate my life or hate me I just hate it when your personality start changing and got me thinking you might have bipolar disorder especially when you pretty smiley face changes like a car gear from 1 to 2 to 3 , 4 , 5 then again 1 to 2 …….. I just want to take it from 5 to 4 then 3 then 2 then1 and keep it there safe and slow, yeah, safe because I want to see that smiley face every single time and slow I don’t think I need to tell you why because we all know slow Ain’t the same with fast when you leaving that life you want. I am listening to tell you for every surface you face they all are worthless than your happy face so smile, I am listening to your jokes too and I do laugh at them hard even tho in my head I am going ‘albert Einstein or ???’’ But I’m laugh no matter what because I know that smile mean a lot to you same was and still to me.

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