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Nov 2017 · 197
50 years
turquoise Nov 2017
In 50 years ,will he still not talk to me?
#jj
Nov 2017 · 218
death
turquoise Nov 2017
I was unaware of my death
it is sad when a love dies
I didn't even notice I enjoyed the LIE
I have been dead for a long time now
try to speak to my loved ones
but they don't hear me cries
I wish for your death so I can care not not wasting my energy on you
I guess it didn't matter
I've come to return Jacob's Ladder
Wrote this in summer2017
Nov 2017 · 198
now
turquoise Nov 2017
now
Now I mean nothing to you
Used up and thrown away
I think about you everyday
You never liked me from the start
So you made sure to aim at my heart
Don't know if I'll ever see you again
I hate me for my sin
Aug 2016 · 263
Untitled
turquoise Aug 2016
Stay present!
May 2016 · 246
sick
turquoise May 2016
Even my close friends will rip me off,make me sick.  They are all such ******. It's almost all cut,no wonder I feel like I am in a rut. Left all alone just me and my phone.
turquoise May 2016
MonkeyZazuMonkeyZazu 9 hours ago The one I couldn't be with anymore Her breath heavy with addictions and lies slowly tore me away. Her climate thick with euphoric snow and mellow fog was never easily maneuvered. Abstinence painted nothing close of reassurance for parasitic habits only pretend to die. Yet still her love stained me... and was kept persistent by my naivety. Our future a wishful mirage in a desert of insecurity. Our relationship a firework; beautiful but sure to dissipate. In the end the only words of mine she ever truly heard was me leaving. #love   #depression   #relationsh

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By monkey zazu
May 2016 · 277
U left
turquoise May 2016
I hate you, the way you left me
May 2016 · 244
Untitled
turquoise May 2016
No love only hate
*******
May 2016 · 249
why
turquoise May 2016
why
Why has he stopped loving me?
I am too ashamed to see

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