I was unaware of my death it is sad when a love dies I didn't even notice I enjoyed the LIE I have been dead for a long time now try to speak to my loved ones but they don't hear me cries I wish for your death so I can care not not wasting my energy on you I guess it didn't matter I've come to return Jacob's Ladder
Now I mean nothing to you Used up and thrown away I think about you everyday You never liked me from the start So you made sure to aim at my heart Don't know if I'll ever see you again I hate me for my sin
Even my close friends will rip me off,make me sick. They are all such ******. It's almost all cut,no wonder I feel like I am in a rut. Left all alone just me and my phone.
MonkeyZazuMonkeyZazu 9 hours ago The one I couldn't be with anymore Her breath heavy with addictions and lies slowly tore me away. Her climate thick with euphoric snow and mellow fog was never easily maneuvered. Abstinence painted nothing close of reassurance for parasitic habits only pretend to die. Yet still her love stained me... and was kept persistent by my naivety. Our future a wishful mirage in a desert of insecurity. Our relationship a firework; beautiful but sure to dissipate. In the end the only words of mine she ever truly heard was me leaving. #love #depression #relationsh