I often wonder what it feels like
to put you and me together
could we then feel the
tangible beat and sporadic pulse
of hearts waltzing and
dancing to a tempo,
on and on forever?

i often wonder what it feels like
if you were my saviour
and i was a wounded lover
with cuts and bleeding failures
would you bring me back to life then,
with promises and candlelight dinners?

i often wonder what it feels like
for empty spaces to be filled
for the broken to be mended
i wonder and ponder and wander away
though it's you that i come back to
always, in any way

see, you complete my every sentence,
in every poem and every song

you complete me basically
and that has been the truth
forever, all along

(A.H.Z)

How much do i love you
the question arises
does the love extend down
to the hollows of my soul?
i ask and one day
maybe i can show
this to you

well in words that's
an exorbitant adoration
a suffocating addiction
an intense admiration
you see it is all rather
catastrophic really
i simply love you more
than i really should do

now in images see
try and picture that
you are the seafloor
and I am the diver
who kissed you despite
bleeding eyes and
broken ears because
even the loom of death
couldn't keep me away

in my body you spark
every hidden firework
you relight every burning star
in the spaces of my lungs you
give me a garden filled
with roses and birds that
sing to echo your song
in my eyes you are still
the brightest one of all

so if you ever want to know
how much i love you
there is always
this poem i wrote

but until then i will
continue loving you
from the shadows,
my dear.

(A.H.Z)