Red...
It burns like a flame in my chest
Devouring all other emotion
But still accompanied by tears
Massacring any other thoughts I can conceive
Break. Smash. Destroy. Scream. Cry.
The only actions that can satisfy the red fury..
The red flame that refuses to be doused
Pain lances my chest, tearing up any resistance to not causing myself more pain
The impact of my knuckles on the wall jolts me from my stupor
...But not out of my rage
Decimating everything the red rage burns through
Through my consciousness
Through my barriers
Mindless words tumble from my throat
Ripped free of my mouth
Flung out like the red lava exploding from the maw of a volcano
Nothing can satisfy the volcano alive within me
Nothing can suppress the anger
The hurt
The sadness
The slits on her wrists gush deep crimson blood
Pooling around her feet
My feet
Running down her arms
My arms
Red refuses to leave, consuming me
All is hopeless as Red drains my life