Last night while I was dreaming
I saw you.
In a dark corner in a room
I called out your name over and over again
then you turned around and
I saw you smile.
It made my aching soul fill a little.
But instead of calling out my name you just turned back around.
I woke up with tears streaming down my brown dull eyes.
I had the chance to see you.
This was the best nightmare that I have had in a while.

Leave me behind in the dust
as I watch you drive away.
My heart feels like its gonna fall on the floor and
crash into a million pieces.
You complain you don't want to go, but you do.
I see you go I tell myself don't cry
You are so much stronger than you think
Let out your smile and let it shine.
Maybe in the end the dust will swoop back up and
you will get to see him soon again.

Parting causes me pain
I wish I could rewind time and make everything
alright.
Without you I feel as if I am falling apart.
We weren't supposed to end up leaving each other.
I just want to hear you say it over and over again.
I love you.
I love you.
I love you.
I knew it wasn't going to be easy for us to part.
But maybe we will make it back to the start in time
to see each other once more.
To be best friends.
To have each other once again.

Misery keeps coming back to me.
I couldn't even tell you why.
Misery why are you so obsessed with me?
What do I have to do to make you go away?
What did I do to deserve this?
Misery why don't just leave me alone
so I could just be happy.

Hope
opens
passages to new
experiences.

She stands and moves
at the same time.
She feels as if the world is slow.
She doesn't know what to do.
Anxiety takes a hold of her life.
She is a captive to her own self.
She no  longer can escape.

Take a hit
blow it out
***** up time.
Take a hit
fall out of your head,
go
insane
invision things
that aren't even there.
Ruin your life
just for a feeling.

Spin me around
make me feel
alive.
Take me out
and hold me
tight.
We will dance to
the
acoustic beat,
spin me again
make me feel wanted
make me think that I have
Thunder and lightning
inside me.

How can anyone love me
when I dont even love
myself.

When I look in the mirror
I see a thing that's not even
there.
The thing is evil
it continually taunts me,
picking and pulling at certain
things.
It controls every thought
about me.
This is this and
that is that
why cant I just be me ?
Evil thing, go away !
If only it was that
easy.