tousled

tousled Jun 2014

I swear I tasted death
when you told me that you were leaving me

I swear I tasted death
when I saw you with her
Looking at her youthful face while you were conversing with each other

I swear I tasted death
When I knew that you couldn't bear with my sadness,
my shattered heart,
and my lifeless soul

I swear,
I swear,
I swear

tousled Jun 2013

Yellow

You remind me of
Coldplay's song
Yellow
It brings me to a different atmosphere
I don't know why
I suddenly want to hug you
talk to you
or hang out with you
I know that I can't do all of that
Because I'm too much of a wuss to do that
And I'm just another girl
That you can't love
or like
But I keep on telling to myself
That the stars are shining for me

tousled Jun 2013

What was it?

What was it that you said?
"I don't want you to be alone and sad."

I am now.
Where are you?
I need you right now.
Right at this moment.
I'm breaking down.
I need to feel that feeling again.
That feeling inside my stomach.
The rapid beating of my heart.
The blush on my cheeks.

This is confusing.

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