Making friends is an odd thing
for someone who is disbelieving
thoughts linger when you are beside me,
‘coz your ruthless mouth welcomes my smacking.

Anger, disgust and disappointment run through my spine
and my heart is pounding hard for what you did inside.
Hope you ever consider others in your life
‘coz you only cared for yourself while trying to hide.

I still pray for you to be happy
even the world is crashing you completely.
Everyone deserves to be loved,
by someone who will cherish them through beyond.

Knees brush the hard ground below,
worshiping the lady whose heart has been torn.
They call themselves the great followers,
who had been ransacked and called to her throne.

Hatred forms deeply in each other’s soul,
acknowledges envy and back fighting rules.
Ignorance permanently numbs the pain,
Like no one can save them from that terrain.

People suffer on the edge of their insanity;
therefore, she must be out of the work already.
However, this evil lady is still eager and persuasive
to claim her own legacy of selfishness and stupidity.

Finding Peace

I closed my eyes, as I find my peace
hazy vision surrounds the path I’m thinking
I don’t want to wake up yet;
but there’s a voice whispering inside my head
Calling my name like an angel.
He asks why I am in the middle of this;
Because I need an answer for this thing.
‘Oh my dear, there are times when you must understand
some things are meant to be changed,
so you can find settlement in your heart.
Go and let your soul be free.’
As I open my eyes, my father hugs me
Like I now know what must be done.

I remember on the far away corner,
Standing still while chatting to each other
Happy looks curve beneath the heat of the sun
while searching for the handsome faces for fun.

Bumping into you is far from being a coincidence
it was more than fate who allows the gift of incandescence,
How did we end up staying together for so many years?
Maybe being loyal, understanding and living with fierce.

Did it cross your mind, like it does to me?
Because I hope our friendship will last forever,
so our promised will not be condemn by the wicked,
Grateful for the love of friendship, now and forever.

Your mouth curves like a ship stand by the dock
Through those majestic clashes of sea and rocks
The fire in my eyes melted from the bed of clouds
Hearing alleluia in my heart that thump so loud

When those pleasing eyes looked mine
I forgot the bitterness and fear that blocks my mind
When you whisper, the birds chirp with happiness
That goes beyond the bottom of my soul

Is it good for you to enter the cave of my heart?
Because it’s deeper than you think
You could be drown, if you’re just a sweet revenge or a spell
But if you’re real, dance and sway with me until the end of time

The ball from the sky has risen
birds chirping and mouths trembling
with familiar voices
I pause from where I’m standing
to figure out what’s happening.
I close my eyes to make it better,
Wish that when I open it again,
those voices will shutter
My mind spins like a coin,
struggling into every word that comes to my ear,
Expecting for a fall,
those breaking pieces of information,
rolling back and forth.