I've moved on from the last guy,
He no longer makes my heart race,
After what he did to me,
I'm amazed I took him back.
He played me for a fool,
Saw my true self,
And crushed it in the palm of his hand.
I cried and cried believing it was my fault,
When he was the one really pulling the strings.
I was fooled into thinking he loved me
When really, I had no clue
Why in the world would he love a girl like me?
Though it is painful, I'll say it again,
I have moved on.

Does not exist
Is not real
Though we cannot resist
To really feel
A sense of accepting
To keep us smiling.
I don't know what perfect means,
All I know is what it will cause.
It clouds what a person sees
And keeps them focused on their flaws.
So listen to me,
I tell you the truth
You are all perfect,
I promise you.

What did I do?
To deserve this bruise
I thought I was your little princess
But now I'm a little demoness

I've loved you, Daddy, with all my heart
Even when you would hit me, throw me, hurt me
I forgave you from the very start
But you continued to abuse me

You called me 'worthless,' and 'a waste of time,'
Made me cry for having a different mind
Put me down emotionallly
And yet, I still forgave you immediately

For all this time I cried at night
All those day I sat with such a fright
I still forgive you, you hear
I still love you, Daddy dear.

She smiles with tears in her eyes
She laughs when she wants to cry
She lies, saying she's okay
She struggles every single day
She will never tell you the truth
The source of her pain
Out of fear you will give her the boot
And push her away
She fears the day she will be alone
She tries and tries to act all grown
When deep inside she is just a girl
A girl in the shadows
A girl with no future
A girl who never was given a chance
To rise above all the rest.

I can't forget
Any of it
The fear
The pain
The tears
The shame
These scars won't fade
these scar I hate
No matter what I do
I can't forget you
I was stupid enough to  believe
you would always be there for me
I thought I was saved
But I was really your slave

I'm lost
Rejected
Hurt
Neglected
I gave you my heart
And you knew it from the start
What did I do  to deserve this?
Is there something I missed?
I trusted you
Admired you
I let you in my life
In hope to end my life long strife
You went way too far
Reopened my scars
Brought tears to my eyes
Lead to many sleepless nights
But why do I stick around?
What keeps me bound?
This feeling for my heart for you...
I think I still love you...
I'm sorry
I've been following a fools hope
Now I can finally see...
You will never love me