Everyone, even myself, says you are never alone..
But where are they when you need a hug,
When you need someone to hold you and tell you it is going to be okay
To tell you they are sorry for the hurt they caused when they didn’t know the consequences,
Where are they?????

As tears roll down my face,
The hurt inside flooding out
I know, I know I am stronger
A prayer, a speech to myself
Reminding myself, I am stronger than this
But…I feel myself drowning,
Being pulled down
Into the darkness….

S – Sincere
T – Thoughtful
R – Respectful
O – Open minded
N – Nice
G – Genuine

How did this all happen
Was it a past lover, seeking revenge
Was it an impersonated new friend
Either way, it doesn’t matter
My mind has overtaken and I have succumbed to the dark
I take two steps forward feeling you holding me back
The jokes on you though
I have been in the valley before, many times
I might stay there a while, laying, resting in the grass
When I am ready though, I pick myself up and tell the world to kiss my a!
I am strong at heart
I have a strong will
I will rise above and thanks to you
I will be more than I am today
I will be a better mom
I will be a better woman
All thanks to you, don’t you feel like an a now???