I was  once your swan upon
Upon
The lake.
Now,
I'm
A goldfish
Trapped
In a
Bowl.

By Violet.

It's a Summer's evening
I sit beneath the sky
I have my guitar
And
I sing my song to our God
In the beauty of this day
And words come from my heart
I convey with a melody.

Hear my voice, O Holy One!
Let my hymn please your ears
Let it fill your Heart with joy
A gift from me to you
I just want to TOUCH you!

As I continue to sing your song
My eyes are drawn to the sky
Among the clouds I see
Angels
Singing in perfect harmony...

A Celestial choir to accompany me!

The facade is coming down
TRUTH is emerging!
Those
In the Light
Have been bringing it to Light
From
The begining of time...

WE
ALL
Play a part,
Some,

Succumb to the dark...

Darkness is panicking
There is nowhere to hide
Evil
Is being exposed
Diminishing in the Light
Its
Presence waning

Disintegrating
Perishing!

Rejoice
At the cessation
Of
Evil...

It's demise!

leave me,
To study nature.j

To be a CHILD again!!
And
Play
Amidst
Nature
With
Other
Children...
End of story!

Lay man
Poor man
Struggling
To
Survive!

Who
Is going to Help You?

Help you in this world?

There is too much opposition...
Trying
To drown US!

They
Don't want ME to survive.
They
Just
Me
To
Drop....
Dead.

I
Won't
Give up my struggle
I
Will fight to survive.
I
Will
Carry on fighting
For
My Rights.
I
Will
Fight for others like me.

So,
Laypeople
Struggle no more.

Poor man
You
Are RICH!

The
Dialogue
Is
Never ending.

If,
You put a full stop
Where
You
Wish,
Then do so.

The beginning
Is
Always
Starting.

VIOLET.

Grown-ups
Fill me with Cynicism and Dread...
CHILDREN,
OPTIMISM!!

I am just being honest
From
My individual perspective
Aspect
Viewpoint.

And HEART.

...Reticent
Requiring solitude
Nothing superficial
Nothing profound
To
Be
On my Own
Not a sound
No music
No guns
N o controversy
Not
A
Sound...
For a while
Let me sit
And stare
And
Not care!

Look
Into
MY
Eyes....
Can' t
You
See Paradise?

PARADISE....
Is Not LOST!

In an Instant
You, my Precious, were
Gone!
Simultaneously,
In that very same Instant
You
We're
There!
Reunited
With Your Love
Complete
Never to part.

I, yes I! see the Joy in both your eyes
See you hand in hand
In
Paradise,
The Eternal place.

I
See entities gather to greet You both
Family and Friends
People
You may thought
You'd never see again
Look!
Here come all the animals you cared for.

This
Is
What GOD gives,
What
The  devil tries to take away.

BUT!

LOVE, NEVER can be defeated!...
In LOVE
You
BELIEVED
Through
LOVE
YOU
Are
SAVED!

The Vision is fading
For
I,
Am still here
On
Earth.

I am Happy

For the Glimpse

Given
To
Those
Who BELIEVE
That LOVE IS ETERNAL
That
LOVE IS SUPREME
AND
HEAVEN
ISN'T
JUST
....A Daydream!

MANY
Are
Jesuitical!

The beginning...Not allowed to be...

The
END!!

The
Wind...
Ribbon
In her hair...
Her crown  of glory,
Blowing
Everywhere.

It hurts my head
Seeing what man does to man
Does to man.
It scares me!
Make s me want to cry.
I can't believe it, but it's true
Life
Is
Crazy
And killing still continues.
Women
Are being *****
Children too!
They are being sadistically tortured
But
It's nothing new.
Men
Are killing men
On the streets,
In the home
WHY
Is there so much KILLING
Still
Going on?!
WHY
Haven't
WE
Seen SENSE
That
Killing is not the game?
It's
To LIVE
Like RATIONAL human beings
Instead of
ANIMALS
INSANE!!

I want
To destroy the destroyer
So
The destroyer
Destroys
No more!

Certain people
Employ
Talent
Beauty
Erudition
Knowledge
Sincerity, etc.
To
Execute
Iniquity.

Turn

YOUR gaze
From
The computer age,
From
The Screen of Artificiality...
Synthetic offerings
From
A False world.

LOOK!
Look the Other Way!
Look
What NATURE has
On display...
The Sky, Hills, Mountains
Rivers

Nature can make one
Feel Gloomy and chilled,
But when you believe in her
And endure
She
Will
Wrap you up in Spring and Summer.

The sky is bleu
The clouds are white
It seems so perfectly right
Did they have a say
In their way
Just like you and me.

Take me to your realm of Love
Oh my Precious Little Dove
Take me there, let me share
All my Love
With You.

When Our Dreams all come true
We will bathe in a petal of dew
We won't cry
We won't sigh
EVER AGAIN.

I
Feel
Like
A lost soul
At times
Struggling
To be
Set Free...
Where
Is My destiny?
Someone
Out there, help me!
Tell me
Everything will be

Okay.
Set
MY Spirit Free!
Let me fly high into the night skies to
Be with
You.
Where ever you are  commune with  me.
Don't lift
That
Phone,
You
Don't know
My number, so  just
Let Me slumber.
Wake me!
When
You are ready to set me Free.

I cry.

But ,
I will
Wipe my tears and
Carry on.

My sister
Who
Nearly died (cancer)
Is still
With the family
That are at odds with each other
Like
The World is too,
Conflict
After
Conflict
Like
They
Really do not
REALLY
F......
Care!

Were
Do
"I"
Begin?
Well,
From my inception...19..
In a physical form...
Then what?... History,
Others like you, and what they ALL
Came through, blood and guts
And "pretty things"...
Written down,
Recorded
For
Posterity,
To
Inform...?
The
Beginning
To me,
Will
From something vacant...
Suffice.

The baby lamb
Is
Butchered
For meat.

I,
Am not aggressive
Just
Expressive.
People
Take me the wrong way.

I,
HAVE
To speak up....
Even to say... look at the snow falling,
That butterfly flit from flower to a human hand.
SO
Many people
Shut their minds and mouths.
MUTE.
Speak up for Yourself ,and... the human race!
This
LIFE
We ALL
Have been given
Is a GiFT



...from the Heavens above...
So , hold out your arms out wide ....and embrace it, because
Paradise
Was never lost!

Look!
Just LOOK
At what WE
Have ALL
Been Given !!!!

Thoughts,
By Violet.
Love
ALL
Without
Hate.

In an instant
You were gone.
In
An instant
You were
There.
Reunited
With your Love...
Complete...
This
Time
Never to part.

I
Can see the Joy
In
Both your Eyes.

I
See you
Hand in hand
In the Eternal Place.

I
See
Others gather to greet you...
family and friends....
People
You thought you would never
See again.
Look!
There comes Spot the dog
Running to you like no other love could do.

This
Is what GOD has given,
What
The devil
Tries to take away



LOVE....

Never can be defeated...
In
LOVE
You believed...

Through LOVE
You are SAVED!

The Vision is fading
For  
I
Am looking from Earth.

But
I am grateful
For the Glimpse
Given
To those
Who Believe ...

That
LOVE
IS
Eternal

LOVE IS  SUPREME!

And,
HEAVEN
Isn't
Just
A
Daydream.

I hear footsteps In the Heavens
I believe it' s God
Pacing about
He/She/Child, has Something on
Their mind...
And,
It's to do with US... mankind!

The steps Stop!
Giving Something thought.
PENSIVE!

Walking
Is resumed...
Back and forth
Back and forth
Mulling
Something over.

I'm speculating---
It's Time...to INTERVENE!

Dust thou art, to Dust thou shall return.
*******!
WE
Are More!
WE
SHINE!
Created
By
The Divine!

Eve was innocent
And also absent a childhood
Like her counterpart.
She
Was beguiled by a bona fide Pro
They never stood a chance!
But at least they had a valid excuse:
Their unsophistication.

A
Small soft hand took hold of mine (adult).
This, to my eternal gratitude, has happened
Manifold times throughout My life.
This time
Was
Different, more of a connection...
I
Would call it
DIVINE!

When I looked down at the little one's clutch...
It was
My own
Infant hand in mine.

Circle complete.

I am ready
For
The
Infinite... Always was since my inception...

Darkness, beside you I want to lie
Your Face is the Moon
The Stars, your Eyes.
The Ebony Heavens is your Hair
Which
Winds North and South
Blow
Everywhere.

Reticent.
Requiring solitude,
Nothing
Superficial
Nothing
Profound,
To
Be
On MY own
Not a sound
No music
No guns
No controversy
Not a sound.

For a while
Let me stare
And
Not care.

Before you press the button
Ignite the bomb, end it ALL
Please consider what it has taken
To get where we are -
A lot of blood, sweat and tears
Discordant,
Revolutionary years.

Is this what YOU want -
Your work down the drain?
Is this what you want -
To annihilate
The human race?

THINK!
About the CHILDREN
Their Trust, Faith
In the older age.
They're relying on YOU
To show them
The Right things to do.

Looking lovingly at you with
An innocence divine.

Is this what YOU want -
To destroy them all?
Is this what you want -
To
END
The
World?
Well, is it!?

Before you press the button
Ignite the bomb, end it ALL!

Please consider,
The REST of ManandWomankind!

The truth
Is
You!

As soon as it was given
It was taken away
I didn't start living ' til today
' Cause when it was given
It was taken away.

I didn't begin where I began
I wasn' t left to be my own man
So many forced their way
They would say:
'Listen to ME, do as I say!'

I was innocent
I was young
Believed they spoke
An honest tongue

I thought they knew
THEY were right
But as time went by
I Saw the Light
God, I saw the Light!

They stood there holding hands
Looking at the sunset,
Then turned face to face and gazed
Into each others eyes,
Unaware
Of their imminent lose of
Paradise...

They kissed and they prayed
Through the gardens they strayed
Smelling flowers and watching birds
Fly...
They wandered through trees
Lay upon dewy leaves
And looked attentively at the clouds
Pass in the sky...

THEN...
There came a black day
Which
Stole youth away
Leaving everything to wither and
Decay...
Now
The lovers lament
At the darkness sent
And will weep till the end of their
Days.

Violet, I've wrote a song for you
Just to reinforce the Love I have for you
And too,
To say a big" Thank You!"...
For being there for me.  

Violet, you are the only one
Who understood me, my ways
You helped me understand
A woman's point of view
I've learned much from you...
Thank You!

Violet, I will never forget the day
I first saw you
My heart it lept and we began to play
Then,
We ran away...Together
Enduring all kinds of weather
I know
You remember
Thank You!

Child,
Grow up for heaven's sake!
Be quiet !
Speak when you are spoken too!
Children
Should be seen and not heard!
That's
How it was for myself.
I do not want sympathy,
Just,
To let others know...Beware
Of
Grown ups!

All of a sudden!
I
Became AWARE (of what?)
Of
An
Existence
Concrete
And
Abstract!
WOW!
I
Felt ecstasy...Then,( the big spoiler)
AGONY!...
I
Learned after a period
Agony was the more pronounced;
Mental and physical
Anguish, and seeming insanity prevailed...
Especially among the educated and most holy.
Wrong
And Evil propagates, I observe...but let me stress....Not,
From MY source... INDIVIDUAL entity!

I
Respect
Everybody!
However,
I
Am no respector
Of
Persons.

Some people that sound So Wise
Can
Be the most stupid!

My
Attachment
Is
With
Nature

What's all this talk
Of Heaven and Hell?
Don' t you know your in it!
Right up to your knees!

Women
Have Many faults,
Men
Just TWO...

Nothing right they SAY
Nothing right they DO!

One can feel guilty
For
Being alive,
Especially,
When
So many die.
One
Can
Feel guilty laughing
While
So many cry.

I will cry, I will die.
We
Need
Laughter
To get us by!

I know
All
I need to know...
I learned it
Being a child...
Feeling
The profound
Innocence
Which
Nothing
Past or present
Can
Destroy.

Nature
Embraces me...

Light does
Too.

And, just let me say,
I ain' t better
Than YOU!

I found a door
With no lock, only needing
The gentlest push
And
It opened freely Wide.
I
Entered inside
Therein I encountered
The Truth
Of All things.
God!
It makes So much sense!
If only They knew!
I can' t go back
They
Solely
Have to find this door.

I know you are in Heaven
But only
A footstep away!

She is a fair creature to observe,
To study, the woman is, God.
I ,  have a genuine aesthetic appreciation
For her form.
I derive great delight in her hands when
Relaxed and gesticulating,
Her feet when crossed- legged, dancing .
Other parts of her anatomy
In motion and still.
Her mind too!
Her thoughts, insight, knowledge,.. In fact,
Her whole being, personality, mannerisms
I find
Appealing!

ALL women Are beautiful!
Confronting their loveliness
Elevates my feelings.
I can say the same
Occurs when I look at a Sunset or
Flowers in a garden.
The
Degree , comparison, is the same.

...
Feel
Like
A lost soul
At times
Struggling
To be
Set Free...
Where
Is My destiny?
Someone
Out there, help me!
Tell me
Everything will be

Okay.
Set
MY Spirit Free!
Let me fly high into the night skies to
Be with
You.
Where ever you are  commune with  me.
Don't lift
That
Phone,
You
Don't know
My number, so  just
Let Me slumber.
Wake me!
When
You are ready to set me Free.

I cry.

But ,
I will
Wipe my tears and
Carry on.

Something in our midst
Don't want us to live
It's doing everthing in its Power
To **** and promote Death.
The media shows it
Paints the bleakest picture.
No wonder
Their are suicides
No wonder
People want to get high
No wonder
People want to escape
When the only future they see
Is a Lie.

That's what You want, that's Your work:
To create despondency, estrangement, dissolution;
Create divisions, create rich and poor---
There's a War right away!
You've got everyone all over the place,
Everyone at variance!
That's Your Intention---generating disorder,
mayhem, HELL!
Never relenting!
Forceful through the centuries.
But
Out there
In dystopia
Infinite good acts eventuate
Unreported, ignored, rarely
Brought to light
Because
The light we live in is darkness,
Never
To be confused with   The Night Sky.