Tom Anthony Tonguia

Tom Anthony Tonguia May 2018

A cold, rainy evening
Walking through streets
In the middle of the night
Thinking that I am wrong

Tears in my eyes
When I was telling you
My bad mistakes
Realizing that I was guilty

I am sorry
Sorry for making you sad
For making you feel dissapointed
I am just a person, an imperfect person

It is the greatest time of the year
Wishing you are there with me
To enjoy this evening of this wonderful December

Tom Anthony Tonguia May 2016

Island @18

In a place with waving waters and breezing air
Where the moon turns full and the stars turns brighter
In a special occasion
Of the girl with blazing aura and beautiful smile

Making it the best day of her life
On her 18th fruitful years
On a night where all things are magical
We offer you the best wishes
That will come in your future

#Monica@18

Tom Anthony Tonguia Apr 2016

The Imposter Child

I am a happy child
Very happy that I laugh so hard
They didn't even tell a joke
I just laugh as hard as I can

I am very satisfied with my life
Very satisfy that I accept all choices they make
They didn't even know what I want
I am very satisfied

I am very in love with her
Very in love that I didn't even know if she loves me or not
She didn't even know how true I am
I am very in love

I am sick and emotionally impaired
Very sick and impaired that they didn't even know how I feel now
They didn't even know if i'm healthy physically and emotionally
I am sick and this is true

#sarcastic #nothappy #sarcasticshit

Tom Anthony Tonguia Apr 2016

Ugly Duckling

Why am I ugly?
Am I a beautiful creature?
Or a disastrous piece of trash?
I'm no handsome person

Do these things really have a factor?
The looks? wealth? or their past?
Because this things really stood out
I don't deserve to have a Snow White

No one seems to like me except my family and my God
I look like a bacteria attacking your body
Waiting for someone to sterilize me
And slowly die and she's now happy

We mingled together
Like in a span of 120 days
In which the erythrocytes die and be replaced again
In order for you to be healthy again, EMOTIONALLY HEALTHY

My life today is ****
Always be excreted
Meant to be excreted
Feelings to be excreted not to be recycled

My feelings are easily produced
When you see and feel that girl who is special
Your heart beats fast
And nervous like watching a horror movie

I received a thunderstruck
A scar to the heart
An emotion that couldn't be determined
A HEART BREAK

I am an ugly duckling
I look **** and ******
With a face that looks like rice fields and corn fields
No one cares

#wew

Tom Anthony Tonguia Dec 2017

Sky

I am taking my deep breath
In a day with breezing air
Thinking about something happy
In the days that I was with you

I look up to you as a sky
I reach for you like thirst
Seeing you as a deep blue sky
That is making me smile

I must be feeling something else
Something that is good and new
Something that looks like you
Always making me laugh

Your comfort is so special
I feel so significant
But this is not the time
To say this to you

Let us stare in the sky
A sky full of stars
That glows above
And shines like a blink of an eye

I wish that you will stay
Stay by my side and comfort me
Watch the sky and the shooting stars
To say that I like the sky from above

You are my only sky
You are the sky that never rains
Because of your happiness
You are my beautiful sky

Tom Anthony Tonguia Feb 2016

Shattered Heart

I saw you on the bus stop
Weeping your pretty long hair
And saw you holding another hand
The hand of your new love

Remember the days when I was courting you
You were smiling and said yes
That feeling that I almost fell
In a relationship that is false

I was wondering if you really love that person
Because I didn't even feel that feeling
The feeling of true love
Because you trashed me so much

Did you really love me?
Did you even bother sharing your everlasting love to me?
I sacrificed so much, do you even care?
I loved you so much, what a waste

Tom Anthony Tonguia Jan 2016

Life is a circumference

My life is spinning
Revolving faster than it looks
With memories that's circling through my mind
Those bad days I've experienced

In every circles it makes, it's more complicated
When you broke my heart like ice melting down
You didn't even try to listen to my voice
When I was telling you that it is not true

I was asking God for assistance
Praying hard for us to be together again
Doing all for that miracle to happen
But it kept telling that we are not destined

Today, I end this dumbness
In believing of something impossible
Letting this world in circles
Where my life revolves everyday until I die

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