When you're around, my heart beats fast like a jackrabbit.
I can't stop smiling.
I chew on my nails.
I can't take my eyes off you.

When you touch me, my whole body tingles, like there are worms in me.
I get butterflies in my stomach, just like how I feel when I go on a roller coaster.
My toes curl.
All the hairs on my body stand up.
I giggle like a little girl.

When you kiss me, I'm in a whole different world.
I feel like a magnet, my lips can't resist yours.
It makes me so happy that I have you.
I want you to hold me forever.
I never want it to end.

Blood is running through your veins.
Your heart is beating.
  Air is getting pumped through your lungs.
   Your hair and fingernails are growing.
     Wrinkles are slowly forming on your face.
      Your mouth is producing saliva.
       You have a sense of smell.
        You can see and hear.
         You're constantly blinking.
          The scabs on your body always heal.
           Food and water are keeping you alive.
            But still,
You're dead to me.

Sitting alone.
Waiting.
What am I waiting for?
My heart is beating fast.
But at the same time, it feels like one hundred weights are on my chest.
Pushing down on me.
I'm breathing.
But all I can hear is the clock ticking.
I feel the urge to leave.
What am I waiting for?
I can't move.
My body feels full of sand.
My skin feels hot, but I'm freezing.
As I stare blankly at the wall, I think to myself.
What am I waiting for?

You knew I wouldn't hurt you.
You knew I would care.
You knew I was the one to go to.
But now when you need me the most, I'm not there.

Now you're left confused and alone.
You don't know where I might be.
You know I wouldn't reject your call on the phone.
I would never ignore you, because you know me.

It's been a full day.
And I still haven't returned.
Your now beginning to say
"Maybe her feelings for me have turned."

You don't know what caused me to flee.
I thought you were a nice kid.
You know I'll be back, because you know me.
At least, I thought you did.