It was many, many years ago

I was green and young in life

I didn't know that there were girls
with hearts of ice

I never could have imagined
the harm that they could do
to well meaning boys and their lives

But like a hailstorm from hell
she rained down upon this bird
broke his wing and left him for dead

Though the storm passed quickly
and the sun came out again
the little bird never healed
just kept crying in the sand
because he could never fly again

But you can't tell me
that it was meant to be
for me to stand here now
with my feet in the sand

Because I was meant to soar
to kiss the clouds
while riding a gentle breeze

Yet here I am after all these years
just a bird with a broken wing
crying in the sand

Judgement passed down
Who are you to do this?
You aren't the almighty
You are a lowly mortal

Flesh and bone
Bound in blood
Full of faults of your own
For which you deny

Take a moment to evaluate your life
Don't pass blame or judgement
When you hide your own skeletons
Full of pain and misery

You are willfully blind to everything
Nothing matters but your outlook
You are the pain i want to bleed out
I would've protected you

Kept you safe from harm
But it wasn't good enough, was it?
Cause to you I'm a liar and a fake, right?
Greed has destroyed your sensabilities

Made you bitter
Made you evil
Made you turn on the ones that give a ****
I wish you no malice or harm

I wish only the best
Even though i shouldn't
If you were anyone else
You'd be six feet under

But i have no want to do so
You were like family
But you are dead to me now
Not even a memory

All I ask you is to keep my name out your mouth
Cause if i hear even the slightest thing
I'll go back on my word
And send you to *hell

Just imagine the stars

How bright they must be tonight
magnified be the teardrops
brought forth by all our pain

It's amazing how cruel life can be
how heavy her hand can feel

All we want to do is smile
but yet the teardrops fall like rain

There is no time for holding these days
nor a second for a simple kiss
just the time to stare at the moon
while crying out in vain

All we need is each other
to make it all go away
like an emotional drug
that takes away the pain

It's just so hard to keep an open heart
when the world is out to harm you

But without your gentle words
it's a struggle to stay sane

So as I roam the darkness

I'll be calling out your name

Haunting all of our demons
until they've all be slain

***** emotions

Blur them away

Snort some blow

Take a ride on the white pony

This is just another day



People stare

Fingers flipped

Curses mumbled

Names added to the list

Just another day that I slipped



Caring diminishes

It's easier this way

I know you'd agree

You always do

Just another ****** day



Burn another hole

Ignite the pain

You are the flame

I extinguish again

Another day down the drain



See you in the pit ******!

(Before you read this, this is a fake event. It was a piece that I did for my Psychology class.)

I was dumped by my girlfriend today
It was sad some might say
But to my surprise, I felt no sorrow
Only anger entrenched me, filled me with hate
For now was my mental debate

I only saw two ways for this to be solved
For me to forgive, or for her to be absolved
I saw nothing that was in between
It was time for dear old Jean, to be my queen
In death she shall be mine
Jean and I shall dine
In death we are as one
Our journey has just begun

So I headed for Jean’s
With a mind so keen
She will be my queen
Jean was asleep
So in the house I must creep
For I must not make a peep
I went to the kitchen
My plan nearly envisioned

Jean is now dead
Or at least they have said
The doctors tell me I’m insane
They say I’m not right in the brain

I cry at nights in this here tomb
For what I’ve done that brought her doom
I don’t know why I killed her
My emotions ran ramped
Just one little thing and I snapped

I wish I could take it back
For now my mind has turned black
My emotions are fragile like an egg
And this is my plague