Like the kids i see on t.v.
Hungry &surrounded; by ticks &flees.;
Hot skin,just as crispy.They remind ME!!
of yuuh.What if that's what yuuh had to go through.
A baby being left on somebody's door step.A baloon that flew away
&&never; came back.Yuuh remind me of that.The abandoned beaten dogs on t.v.
their pain i don't care about,because i don't seem to see, exspecially when they approach me,
When they hurt me.I'm afraid of them&& they know that.That's why,when watching them &&thinking; of yuuh,it makes me sad.,but i don't care &&neither; do yuuh.Of how i'm feeling you've probably already had a sample.That's why i decide to just turn the channel.

I told yuuh before that,it was over.I'm gone,li
ke the sun!!!..at night,when the moon comes.
Yuuh must not know me,or know how i feel.
I cant tell yuuh axacly what's real.,But i could
let yuuh figure it out for yourself,Give yuuh a
sample ..but for example..the things that yuuh
do,yuuh don't know because..i refuse to tell yuuh!!

Me,it was me,&&tha;; for other people was easy to see..because,
they kneew that you were in love with me.i saw it,i saw it clearly,but
NOW,my vision is a little blurry, It was me,i had you at the very beginning,
Back THEN,...it was easy,..i loved you..because well..i knew you loved me...
yeah you were my everything..!!

People i love to hate,I gag everytime i see their face,
People treat me different because of how i am,They
just really don't understand how it feels to be hidden,
My heart has been beaten in so many ways,They don't really
care, i don't either,when i'm around them,it feels like i've caught a
fever.People treat me different because of how i am,they just don't understand
how it feels to be BROKEN..!!

What should i do when all i have is myself to lose.
Run this way,when my mind is telling me to run another
&&never; listen to another,&lov;; God like no other,&show; my love
towards everyone.What should i do,when my heart is telling me,something
but my ears refuse to listen..&&my; body is taking over everything,
My love is under all my pain..&⁢'s driving me insane,hope i will l
earn to love the same.

I get a text,Somebody text me,OH!,it's him,
go to his contact,press DELETE,Sometimes
i don't know why i decide to avoid him,
In a situation like this you cant give in.
I guess this was just my intention,
My phone rings,OH!no he's calling,
to discuss some things,To me,to say there's
nothing left.The end we have both met.
So i couldn't really help but to press REJECT,
What's next,again,he text &ask; a question,Me
not answering is really not helping,He calls again,
i don't answer we are basically doing this all over again,
When i don't answer that means call back,I know
i will,EVENTUALLY soon CRACK...

I'm walking instead of running,
Being left seeing everything that's coming.
I'm feeling behind,i'm a little slow.
There's something wrong,&&now; i think
everyone knows.Nowhere i'm getting,Flenching
everytime to me someone puts there fist,(&)i'm really
not kidding,i wasn't intending,to be this far away,to be this behind
how can i stay,how can i say,the reason why on the street,i just laid,
feeling betrayed,but all i can do is pray,while i'm being left,but it's ok!