if i die...can i decide where to go...
this gurl put a knife in mii hand
for me to hold...and i see..tht this..girl
looks exacly like me...where i am..
is so cold...every where i go..this
girl shows...in through the door..
i go..it close..uhmm yea and this
gurl everyone knows...to me
she keeps holding on...dark glass
all around..but i can still see my image...
so ig this girl i believe is me...****** in the
1 degree...in this book i see....the author is
this girl and the illistrator is meeeee.....

i still luv you...i doo..but from the looks of it were through...neva plan your life with someoone
tht young ,unless your 4 sure or certain tht he's the one....i neva thought seeing yu with
anotha girl...this time will hurt this much...but i have seem to lost all trust...the gurl
is different from me...and thtz true but i neva thought that we would be through
this soon...hoping tht i was gonna be the one yu call boo...but by the looks of it now...
im fooled...

im calling 4 yu,if its the last thing that i do......
never let the devil interfere with me...and i knw ...
that i wont be decieved...im yelling help me from the
top of mi lungs..i dont knw where i am...nor what i did
wrong...the devil is tryna *** to soon....im slowly letting
it in and thatz what i shouldnt do..help me,help me,please
rescue me from this.....im all alone,cuz all i hear is complete
silence...never the less god is near...i knw he listened when
i called upon him loud and clear........

maybe its not as badd as it sounds..maybe to yu i look like a clown...
no exacli why im hurting inside...cuz of mi emotions tht yu made
*** across mi mind....now im burning in the inside cuz of the things mii heart
has to hide.....***** things thtz been kept inside,of me....i just wanna
set  my feelings free........

do yu knw...that dark reflection of you that moves whereva you move....
and knws you very well...cuz it be's around you everii 247.......................
do yu knw that your shadow is apart of who you are....and realli dnt.....
let yu go verii far....it is apart of me...thtz why its not tht easy to .....see..
cuz mi shadow is me....sumtimes mii shadow is actualli sometimes trueli
happier than me.....