"I don't know what I want to do with my life or for the rest of it." Ever catch yourself just thinking about the future and always missing the present ? I hate having to worry about so much, I kind of wish I was born in a Different time you know? Unfortunately that is not possible as of now, you have to deal with what comes your way and face it head on. You won't always like what you come across and that is okay. But what you will always remember about where you are or how you got there, regardless of if you like it or not, things can always change and get better. But to have this happen you have to acknowledge the fact that change won't always happen on its own. You are the change, people can change, anyone and anything can change. I guess what i want to get out to the world or even a small part of some place no one has even heard of is that your life is precious no matter what you think of it. Someone cares about you, "There is love burning to find you.." people in general care enough to help you out through hard times and bad. Don't ever think for a second you are alone for there will be always that one person who will always be there. It might not always be a lover but a friend, it may not always be a friend it can be an acquaintance, it might not always be an acquaintance but a stranger. No one is alone in this world, your future can be bright even if the sun isn't shining. Take things life and your time as carefully as possible never let the present pass you by as we are always heading to the future and can often miss what we hear and don't see. More than what we learn is on the outside of school, life itself is our teacher and our reason to have and share it with more people. I want to let you all inside my head to show you what my life has been like, its nothing out of the ordinary but very different from most. What I mean by that is I am sure each of us have had our fair share of hardships and bad days of course we all have. I just feel like I have set myself up more for it than most people have, I feel as though that is but I could be wrong. I decided to write this not for just myself, but for other people who may feel the same way about life as i do. Many things in life will test every fiber of your being and you have to be strong enough to endure it. I think it's the little challenges that are the hardest part because all the little things add up to be bigger things so its better to watch out for them and take them head on one by one no matter how long it takes. I want to quote another artist here before you make the plunge into my mind. If I still have anyone's interest and it just impacted the way I view life really hard without this person even knowing they did. “ What ever you end up with in life is what you wanted to be.” Please take the time to hear me out maybe I can help you understand things a lot better than you do now, maybe I can make you laugh, who knows enjoy the writings I wrote out just for you in my poems.