I want to write again dont know where to start
Always looked at words as a sacred art
Like a book whose pages have been thumbed through a million times
So others can keep refining and keep this art alive
I dont blame people who give up on it, I know how it can get
Some people only use it as an outlet
Isn't this crazy but I'm not like people I'm lazy
Nothing special about why I tend to use a book mark I dont like to thumb through
I like to dissect refine and renew
I hope by the time my new poems hit the surface
My writing will provide other with a sense of purpose

We all have mirrors in our lives
Our friends should be our mirrors
Reflections of ourselves but not exactly the same
We should see tiny reflections of ourselves in others
That's how we relate, but if you stare long enough into those mirrors you may see
Friends you want to be more like or how your mirrors truly see you
When you ask who is the fairest of them all is
Just look at the reflections

I took a break to clear my head
But instead
It's only filled with more ideas and passion
It's like my most popular attraction
Is causing a reaction that chains me to write
This is positive because I just might
Have better  ideas in the future to come
So many times I've wanted to write what I thought and just ended up holding my tongue
Because I'm now refined and I promise im fine
Just needed a little time to resonate this rhyme I hope ya'll are still with me

Call me old fashioned, typical let it burn in the rain
We keep on doing these same things that causes us pain
Some call it insane others play the game
We all play in different ranges
The fact of the matter is we're all going through changes
Style, diets, and social media
This is the type of crazy they've been feedin ya
So when they tell you everyone changes it's TRUE
In the end the only thing that matters will be YOU

I spread my wings not to just fly away.
But fly so high I just might stay.
Out of touch, out of reach, or just taking a day for myself.
Sometimes it's nice to just get way from everybody else.

If I had one wish I'd go back to the beginning none of this stealing kisses and mischievous sinning
  way back before I ever had feelings, for you now it's my problem, I'm dealing. I had it up to here with my emotions through the ceiling
you left a nasty sun burn and now I'm peeling. Your radiance overbearing and non concealing.
  I'm lost without you but I lack direction. I've spent too much time looking at my reflection. Hoping youd appear ever again was my misconception. I loved you in more ways then one, back when we were friends trying to have some fun.
I wont lie because I do miss you, the fact that I feel this way is not my issue.
Its that it came to an end so quick and abrupt cant you see I miss you, do you give a ****? Dejavu yes we meet again, another time another place for me to rewind yet another friend.

When we hold hands I always keep a tight grip
With in the back of my mind thinking you might dip
I know you wouldn't leave me but that keeps me trying
I love you and I'd be lying
If I said anything else
My love for you is never on a shelf
I take a chapter a day with you and write it down
Our story to be told
Not if but when we're old
And I mean together
And my together is forever
I hope yours is too
I can assume but never speak for you
Except when we have to decide on food
Something about that question you seem to elude
But that's okay my dear there's nothing to fear
So long as you're here
With me
I'll always know what WE want to eat