Nervous, like the first day of school times ten
Innards shaky from what's to come
I don't know if I'm ready, what have I done?

One chance to do this, will I seize the day?
Am I smart enough am I strong enough?
Am I trained physically and mentally tough?

I've set a trap, but where has it gone?
Removed and detached with the help of technique
I will uphold my values along with physique

I'm goin' gone mamma can't you see
There no stoppin' now I've gone too far
I'll be smiling at you from the rear view my journey's car

Could I be holding on to something deeper
Fishing with the wrong bait
I always knew emotions would be the end of me
Not the beginning but overtime its taken a toll
The smell of your hair doesn't phase me anymore

When the wind bellowed it hit me
not the wind but a whim
I went on it and was in search of the answers
Like a word search my minds scrambled with the right thoughts
The words just don't come out

Talk is cheap but can you afford it?
Making plans with you is like "Mission Aborted"

Time is money but time is priceless
It all leads back to a very common crisis

The ones you adore turned the ones you adored
You thought it was forever but nothings assured

When silence is communication, that awkward recognition
When all that spark and friendship goes missing

Cat got your tongue? No, but this felines got feelings
Words with no gravity goes straight to the ceiling

I can't feel you do you feel me?
It wasn't easy but now I see

All these clouds raining on my sunshine
Now I know you were never meant to be mine

Change
good or bad
Wish I had the time to
Change

What's done is done
It's time to move on
and change

The way I see the way I do the way I
Change
My perspective my life and my friends
I can't change them but I can change myself

Change

It's been time for the past 5 minutes
Do or die it's what we say
Game time, all the time, no more work, just play
Hands shaking, stomach quaking, mind aching, nerves breaking
Our object and goal clear with the rooms gravity intensifying
Sweating, it's cold, pressure, I'm trying
No time to waste, our time to use
A game where we can all tie win or lose
The crowds expressionless faces their infamous harks
The more I think about it, we're the fishes in the sea of sharks
The pressure they put on me was always provoked
I couldn't overcome it even on my best days
When it comes to the real do I have always choked

Shovel and pale in hand
I'm ready
How I miss you
Our sleepless nights
The longer days with you make me feel so good
Eating ice cream together
Glistening, sweating, skinny dipping
It's all the signs of a good time and a good vibe
All day and all night
I'd fight to keep you any day
Splish splash, salty taste, in the waters late at night
With you it don't matter because when it's time it all feels right

Dreams are made of what you most desire and fear
Reality is made of what is here and what you make of it

So what kind of life do we fear and desire all at the same time to live?
Their dream come true
Even the most perfect of all dreams will have holes poked in them
You can't see it because you cannot accept your dreams reality

We want to live the high life but we couldn't dream that big from a realistic view
The life we want can be taken if and only if you reach for it

Idle hands gather dust and ******* while others exercise their rights
No one can stop you unless you allow your eyes to be deceived