The feeling, I couldn't explain
It's like I've been with you all these years
Like I've been going through the motions despite my fears
Of being alone, you make me feel ok, ok right at home

All I wanna do is look up at the clouds
Let the days float by with a chance of rain
If I could have you on this rainy day
We could wash away our problems all our pain
Just look up at the clouds and start a new
A new we knew could come true

We can live forever
It's only a matter of time
What you do with it and what you don't
Handle with care, poke holes to breathe
Time waits for no man child or woman but carries on for all
I want to do it all live my life like a boss
By the time it's over, if you never heard of me it's your loss

We all take chances
some more than others
We all want what's bad for us
candy, drugs, a lover(s)

Why do opposites attract?
Why must good always find bad?
To help? To stop? To change?
Why must we always want what we wish we had?

Isn't it easier to take what is within our grasp?
Would we stoop so low to get a free pass?
Would a little hard work **** us all?
We'd all rather just spend time and money at the mall

Socializing, sitting on our *****
Why not go online and take a few classes
Does it hurt to learn or try a little?
I wish the world could be just a tad more civil

Life's not fair, never was, never will be
Choose your opponent choose your difficulty
There's a reason for easy medium and hard
To test the waters, then break the limits
Or be beaten by life's tedious gimmicks

In a different place and a different time
I'd find your smile, that pale soft face
The cold hard truth is, I'd follow you down
To the ends of this world, to the end of my rope
I'm all for serious, I'm funny but this my dear is no joke
I'd hold your hand the whole way just to hear you say you need me

Where have you gone, where do you go
In the nights and hours I need you the most
Nobody cares and nobody knows
But to me you're nothing more than a ghost

I Promise I won't say a thing
Just come sit, let me push you on the swing
Share a laugh or two once more
Stay out late, use the back door

We could venture the night, brave our hardships
Solve all our problems with a little hard work
We can work it all out, there's no doubt about it

I did follow one time, and i'd sure do it again
Leading never been my preference but someone had to do it
No need to think no need to worry
React on command, speak when spoken
too many people take the easy way out
But once in a while there is one
Ready to put the team on their back
But why?
To feel superior? To hog the attention?
Or inspire others to lead rather than be lead?
Maybe we should all take a second to think
Why follow when you know it doesn't go anywhere?

Empty promises
Nothing more than words to give
When it's your time I want
But like time itself it waits for no one, and neither do you

Full of false hope like filling an empty glass with air
Nothing to show for only excuses that echo and repeat themselves
Like history, but to a lesser extent and lesser importance

I've been done for a while
unconsciously fighting a battle I cannot win but will not lose