There was a time I use to dance
To the beat of our hearts in the night
It felt so right, under the covers, felt so right
But now my feet don't move for no one else..
Sad feet with no tune to jitter bug
And I thought I knew the feeling called love
I'll never let my heart do the talking
Loud mouth...

It's just better with more than one
All alone, nights spent, it isn't fun
The character brought out by the crowd
Hidden inside yourself unable to emerge
From time to time, that character slowly fades away
A part of you, the better you, the you that you want to be
Can't find a window to look through, better grab the windex
Because at this point a nice clear view is more than needed
Direction much advised
Friends are forever, don't let the inner you die.

I am the only one who can hate me
No one can know me better
Or hate harder on me than I
These times are tough
Some days man, I've just had enough

I often wonder how I'll "go"
Quick? Painless? In pieces?
My heart seem to be in the rut
Small, shattered to bits.
I can't feel my heart beat, unless I feel pain
But when I feel pain, the thoughts come rolling in...
Full of doubt, exuding sin

Nights;sleepless
Fights;enticing
Why everything that's supposed to be bad make me feel so good?

It's hard to stay relevant
That's why I'm running low on friends
I leave myself open for them
But really I do it for me
So I can tell myself I matter
But does it really?
Like a jar you need someone else to open
It's always easier the second time around
When you loosen your grip like the cap of the jar
It's easier to see who your friends are
Take it easy you can't be liked by all
"A friend to all is a friend to no one."
Makes sense, you can't be everyone's friend
You have to pick and choose
In the game of life it's win or lose

Vanity

Take your pick, you know you slick but what would you do to get it?

Trust

Have you had enough? Do you give  a ****? or is it just my luck?

Promises

What are they to you? Just one or two? You're on the run for breaking them all.

No reply
Out of tries
I close my eyes

Everything seems to disappear when my eyes close
A place where only I know
What is real, and what can't be reality
A place where I only exist and no one can be mad at me

Through thick and thin, I'd still let you in...
No one knows me like you not even myself
It's like I were a book, and you took me off the shelf

But I hate you, how can I deny..
I can't stand the sight of your absence, why do I even try?

Hope, a funny thing you can't see or touch
But it gives you something a little, not much

Bang my head on the wall
Just to forget it all
Nothing seems to fit
Like a puzzle piece out of the mix
I can't handle this struggle alone
I need to borrow your strength
To dig me out of this hole
Full of sorrow and problems galore
Without you it feels like a chore
Going down my list to see if I have the problems
Solutions no where in sight, no way to solve them
You held the remedy, the cure, the key
I make a scene no one to look and see
Why did you leave and not leave with me?