The title might seem funny and a Lil bit different from what I'm going to talk about, but then it's about feelings and emotions. The first in this state is about the first real crush I had. She always looked beautiful and nothing she does seemed wrong. Initially, I didn't know what I was feeling cuz it was the first, all I knew was she was perfect. My heart skipped a beat everytime I saw her. And I thought to myself, "is this the love people tall about or is this something else?" And I had to choose. I chose love. I tried to be perfect in her eyes too. Tried to make her smile, make her happy all the time. I fantasized about us getting married and all (stupid and funny yh? Lol).
As time passed by, we grew closer and then into a relationship sort of and I got to learn a lot about what a relationship is and more about her and also how to make her happy. And I got to learn that having a crush on someone doesn't necessarily mean you're in love with that person. The whole thing could be for a moment probably cuz of "lust". I definitely don't know a lot about what love is but I believe love is seeing a person and your heart skips a beat for that person. Caring about them, making them happy and joyful, putting a smile ☺on their faces and wishing them the goods of life. That's what love means to me. Love means a lot more than these few to many people, but making sure that you act out what love means to you people is Love.