So today was a good day. I got to find out a bit about bringing joy and happiness to people. It was in class today during a sociology lecture, I was going to get the lecturer's phone no and I put on a great and funny smile on my face. To me, I was being goofy and all but to others in the lecture hall, I brought joy cuz I could see and hear laughter from different angles.
So I thought to myself, being yourself is one of the greatest gift of life. Be what you're supposed to be and not what others want you to be. Some may hate on you but others will find Joy in what you do. I ain't no preacher though,

The title might seem funny and a Lil bit different from what I'm going to talk about, but then it's about feelings and emotions. The first in this state is about the first real crush I had. She always looked beautiful and nothing she does seemed wrong. Initially, I didn't know what I was feeling cuz it was the first, all I knew was she was perfect. My heart skipped a beat everytime I saw her. And I thought to myself, "is this the love people tall about or is this something else?" And I had to choose. I chose love. I tried to be perfect in her eyes too. Tried to make her smile, make her happy all the time. I fantasized about us getting married and all (stupid and funny yh? Lol).
As time passed by, we grew closer and then into a relationship sort of and I got to learn a lot about what a relationship is and more about her and also how to make her happy. And I got to learn that having a crush on someone doesn't necessarily mean you're in love with that person. The whole thing could be for a moment probably cuz of "lust". I definitely don't know a lot about what love is but I believe love is seeing a person and your heart skips a beat for that person. Caring about them, making them happy and joyful, putting a smile ☺on their faces and wishing them the goods of life. That's what love means to me. Love means a lot more than these few to many people, but making sure that you act out what love means to you people is Love.